Valentine Day Special It has emerged from all my suffering and stupid approach to love that I have suffered an indescribable amount of pain. The pain is indescribable, because I can not put words to the paralysis of anguish that plagued me long after Kobie was gone. However, it is only through that pain that I was able to emerge a more complete human being. I now understand that some people do things because they are either out of control or in pain. Thus it made me more compassionate and... Sign in to see full entry.