Sleepless Writings

My mom thinks I'm doing schoolwork And have been for an hour But why take notes on science When I have a good book to devour I know I have to catch up on my work But I, guess I all too often write I need to form a schedule That revolves around Dawson's Creek I have to determine what to do with my... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes I sit back and look at my life And I realize I don't like what I see I don't get out much, I don't have a job My parents still don't trust me Lately I've been really tired There's nothing going on in my life I have almost nothing important to write about And what's there to do other than... Sign in to see full entry.

As the sun sets earlier, and rises too late My mood is a balloon that too easily deflates I bounce around, I’m off the walls Until my animation stalls Dormant I lay, nothing to smile for Nothing I value, nothing I abhor No sadness so strong that I may cry No reason for me not to die Topsy-turvy and... Sign in to see full entry.

NEW FEELINGS How could it be? After all that has happened You aren’t with me In the end Drifted apart Only passing glances A hole in my heart Took too many chances Don’t know what I want Don’t know what I have What’s in my heart And what’s in my head? Delusions of you Fixing it all Now I see the... Sign in to see full entry.

Always been what kept be going Always try to care and be knowing But I couldn’t help a friend in need It made me feel useless for what I couldn't be I couldn't be a shoulder to lean on I couldn't be the strong one So involved in all my own troubles Couldn’t say anything meaningful Wish I could cure... Sign in to see full entry.

Dear Joey I am sitting in my room Drunk off my ass Trying desperately to forget my past A past without friendships that last longer than death A past with feelings that bear down on my chest I can’t breathe from the strain Enveloped in pain For so long that the blade feels like a pinch My life is a... Sign in to see full entry.

A NEW BEGINNING New horizons and new beginnings Always knew that he’d come back to me Friends till’ the end, no turning back now Another squabble, another fight, things I won’t allow Follow your heart but don’t give it away With you is where your heart shall stay I care for him but I won’t let him... Sign in to see full entry.

My original intentions when I came out to write Were to complain about my weary plight But now as I sit in the warm Autumn breeze Watching the graceful sawy of the trees My headache is gone and my muscles not so sore I'm not nearly so tired as before My mind is relaxed, my heart is awake My energy... Sign in to see full entry.

DENYING MY HEART I don’t miss your arms around me Holding me tight I don’t miss the words I love you And how it always sounded right I don’t think about you all the time Or dream about you being mine I don’t wish I were with you Or that you would come home I don’t regret losing you I’m fine on my... Sign in to see full entry.

USED AND REUSED Know I’ve been used I know I let it all happen My heart has been bruised Yet it’s still so easily opened I give in too soon Reward those who’ve won nothing Keep saying I’m through With this careless loving I’m getting so paranoid My trust in others is fading What am I really trying... Sign in to see full entry.