Sleepless Writings

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Sunday, October 19, 2003

NEVER ENDING

There’s three down How many more to go? I’ve fucked over so many guys Yet I don’t seem to know Why no matter how many times I say I’m through forever I always find a new guy to screw over All is good when I come along And things tend to get better for a while But then something goes wrong And I... Sign in to see full entry.

NO REWARDS

Everything I do and all I work for When I try to open a new door When I dedicate everything to reach my goal When my hopes rise high and I give my all I always fall and my dreams get lacerated I fear this loneliness has been fated Because my free will isn’t so free When I can’t make things be I... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, October 18, 2003

LOVE CUTS

Once I’m done his name will be gone forever Cold as night struck down with fever Can’t forgive the pain he gave So double the pain with the blade He underestimates my simply being But his embrace is warm and healing His name bore our love and closeness Its expulsion form my body fills me with... Sign in to see full entry.

IRREVERSABLE

Can’t take back the pain that I’ve caused Can’t erase appearance of scars Want to die for taking away The reminder I had for every day The love that we have in the best of times But the current scars will make me cry Love him more than I’ll ever know Marked that love but then what did I do Waste the... Sign in to see full entry.

Why oh why am I the only one up at this hour?

You'd figure because of my young age, my friends would be up at this hour so I might partake in their company on my good ole' instant messenger... Ahh but no. I also seem to have this weird obsessive routine going on. Every five minutes I have to check if someone read my last blog... If I have any... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 17, 2003

Alone, but good

On my own, but it's fine Taking in my world, taking my time wondering about the future and not my past No boyfriend- no worrying "How long will this last?" I'm on my own, because that's what I need In this small confined world I am finally freed My life is my own, my path is my choice In my... Sign in to see full entry.

PICTURE

Picture your life as a photograph Eternally happy with those you love Gracing the world with your laugh Paint a picture in your mind Of a day you loved in years gone past And in your memories may you find A spark of love for what you have Sign in to see full entry.

CREEPY Inspired by a picture I drew--

Veins of black, skin of white Body taken from the light Burried deep and kept alive Where only slugs survive Squirming on the chilled thin flesh Residing in her every crevice Kept in torture all her life Missing most of all, her knife Sign in to see full entry.

Insomnia

The clock would tick away If instead it wan't glowing red The numbers flash in ascending order As thoughts crawl about my head The time for sleep doesn't always agree with me In fact the entire concept escapes me Freedom of when you do what you do Would seem like a far-fetched dream If only I could... Sign in to see full entry.

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