Songs of Mermaid (Poetry)

Nowhere Near I’m a father… I love my children and their flaws I laugh with them; I ache for them next to me I stare at them on and on each day Smiling, admiring, wondering… These are my kids, my blood, my joy and my pride I am their father; but I’m nowhere near them. I’m a husband… I love my wife and everything about her We make love passionately; and we share completely I long for her on and on each day Loving, caring, and yearning… She’s my wife, my better-half, my love and my life I am her... Sign in to see full entry.

A candle in your heart What is out there… Behind the whitest clouds Of softest texture Under the farthest ocean Such beauty of extreme nature Beneath the layer of the ozone Warming us to our bones What lies beyond… Our daily walk Between cheese and chalk Our common share Between oil and water Our norms and values Between beggary and affluence A candle for the confused… Or maybe a little lost A candle to light A gnawing giant fright Death or distance Feared in holocaust as one Lit a candle on the... Sign in to see full entry.

Why can’t it be I have a friend for ten long years Shared a lot of things about life’s pain and glory Secrets and problems dealt as one It’s a ‘sisterhood’ at it’s finest if not the best I thought nothing in this world can come between us We are proven through tough times with pride Until one day someone came along… A charming guy with a generous smile I met him and started a beautiful friendship He was so warm and accommodating I can stay talking to him for hours His gentle ways awakens my... Sign in to see full entry.

Make Believe Brightest rainbow Emits soft steady, shiny flow Overhead nature’s thread Dew drops like crystal beads All over the freshness of morning set Gorgeous sun rises without fret Hospitable warmth with tender mist My soulful mystic Resting solemn in the lyrics of my heartbeat Awaken by the wondrous gift Of generous morning glitz A story land befalls Every morning calls A new beginning shall install On every day’s hall I shall remember yesterday And all its cruel flays But it’s written down... Sign in to see full entry.

In Your Heart I found Home Our hearts been broken Many times than it was spoken Decades past Nothing seemed to last But hurt and disgust Dismal nights and grayish skies On and on we tried On our separate lives Back then when we used to hide The pain we both felt inside We loved and kept loving We must have failed But still we loved And gave more and more til we throbbed You were there on your own Dealing with your own shadow Staggering while your watch them grow Aching under layers of falling I... Sign in to see full entry.

To Where You Are Catch me… I’m falling helpless Flying sparkles of my wretchedness’ Dropping like a dense less rock In your arms, my distant warlock Bravery of my river flows Emitting giggles of my soul Star lights, my distant prince Is what blankets, my nightly cringe’ In the stillness of my twilight On board my half moon swing Awaiting for blackbird’s wings To fill up my hunger and longings Catch me… And set me free From magical spell Of tears by the mainstream Whenever I loose my esteem... Sign in to see full entry.

You’re Still the One Nobody said it’ll work Everyone were stoked Oddly provoked A scorpion sting On Libra’s wing Uncertainties swings They wanted me to listen But to your side I hastened They can almost smell My broken dreams Thru the ground I walked on But I was a brave falcon With the strength of the unicorn I never wanted to be held upon I meant to fight for my claim of light No one can withhold tight This stubborn child To your side I hastened I should have listened But my heart can never be... Sign in to see full entry.

Where Do I Go Next? Journey thru the wilds Convex roads and broken tires Strength shortage thru the wires Confusing signs Mistaken turns malignant or benign I can’t deny Frailty of my human mind Properties of subliminal strands On focus and logics Over and under acrobatic ironies My imbalance reflexes Towards awareness And perplexities Swerving lanes without focus Stupefied by some holocaust One way theories Or my irrational idiosyncrasies Traveling without a hint on my speed My journey… Towards... Sign in to see full entry.

I do Love you I can’t bear The sadness in your eyes The grieving lines on your face Your heart dripping with sorrow Spoken woes by those furrows I can’t bear your fear As they speak to me in tears Your soundless wretchedness Is my lifeless wholeness Baby, don’t be… I have shed blood But I am glad To have fought for this love I felt I was born for this throne For you never to feel alone Sufferings never seem to have ending But what is more heartrending Is to come before my eyes And witness that... Sign in to see full entry.

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Time in a Bottle Invasion of midnight blues Drapes of stardust Enhances melancholic rush Moonlight beams Thru the half opened window streams Drawn at the murk Confused at the compelling lurk Unending space Abased by the starlight’s gaze The somber shadow Of a midnight crow Befits claws of echoing silence Drifting in midnight’s resilience My heart floating on silvery-gray water Maneuvered by the glitz of the moon Afloat the great unknown Ball of crystalline water Formed in my hand in solid... Sign in to see full entry.

Loving Arms Distance crept in between us Ten thousand miles Robbed away our smiles My heart roaming around Craving for your warmth My acoustic nerves Vibrating inside my ear cave Cascading an illusion Of us singing our songs Two hearts One beat One melody Of two bodies Aching for the same thing Thru the distance we sing Our pledge for one dream Humming along with tears Distance crept and we wept But one day soon We’ll air the same love song Caressing under the golden moon Betwixt the purplish... Sign in to see full entry.

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Miracle Whirlwind of time Lighthouse of darkness Electrolytes of weak physique Molecules of mortal strength The soul of its own triumph Over delinquencies of barren humps The air of life… We all take with pride Perilous strains Flushing mortals down the drain Derivatives of subliminal circumstances Perceived broken circumferences Lighthouse, electrolytes Faith, hope and starlight’s Energy of elemental synergy Blazing fire of dragonfly Frailty of a butterfly flying high Fusion of faith, light,... Sign in to see full entry.

“My Lord, in your hand I commit my spirit” Thick red dripped slowly Even its own density Gave a shivering gravity Trembling hands Broken soul, cursing tears Shattered being Memory of palpable misery Darkest darkness Seamless, endless Faith and hope Dismembered in thin smoke I slit my wrist I hunger and thirst For freedom from my grave From the slaughter they gave Once or twice But didn’t stop until it multiplies Chasing my days Threatening my nights All in my head…all in my head… I’ll sleep;... Sign in to see full entry.

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Amazing Grace *Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do… ( Luke 23:34 Thru the edges of angst Demoralized humans Perished fragile morals With respects with the faith of mortals *Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in paradise… ( Luke 23:43 ) Forgiveness beyond reproach Of one who have been abused But humbly profuse With loving kindness and open willingness *Woman, behold your son: behold your mother… ( John 19:26-27 ) Sufferings of our love ones Hammering our bones Behold... Sign in to see full entry.

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How can I not… Time flies… Faster than the wings of the wind Beginning met its end Warrior of my promised dream Knight of this helpless child Dropped me before the sword Along with his jagged edges words I have to pay for trusting so much Brought deceit and abuse to hatch I have to loose for wanting so bad Causing tears to flood I have to suffer for giving my all My weaknesses being used against me I have to mature and let go of this child Or we’re both deemed to go astray I never knew how to... Sign in to see full entry.

Please Remember In your eyes I let go… Of the most beautiful part of me The charm other people are seeing Is not the beauty I made you see The real me in another dynasty In your arms I let go… Of the warmest feel of my skin The gentlest bliss of my flesh The heat of my breath The sensation of my potion In your heart I let go… Of the woman they never saw Of the child who made you smile Of a servant serving you as a fragile king Of a love you never had In you I let go… Of the most beautiful song I... Sign in to see full entry.