Random thoughts and actions

I got a chain letter today. One of those emails where you have to make a wish and send it to 10 people and then your wish will come true. I hate those things but I woke up this morning with a wish that I really wanted. I felt compelled to send it in the hopes that it might come true. I am not... Sign in to see full entry.

Let it Snow Let it Snow...umm okay make it stop already! Geez! All of my plans yesterday got cancelled. I had a ton of plans..exciting ones too and they all got cancelled because of the weather but work..no work I have to be there today..in 2 and a half hours which means i'm leaving in about an... Sign in to see full entry.

The lease for my new apartment is signed. I move on January 1st. What a new year it is going to be for me. A new home, a new job and a new man. Though the man is still not 100% serious it's still nice for the time being so we'll see where it takes me. Things are starting to seem like the future... Sign in to see full entry.

a few days late. I'm making a thanksgiving dinner tonight. I went to my friends house for thanksgiving and it was great to be with people but I still missed the comfort foods that I associate with the holiday. There is nothing like that homemade stuffing that mom used to make. So I decided that I'd... Sign in to see full entry.

I like it too! I went to see the apartment yesterday and I really like it. It's different. It's unique. It's a house built in the 40's and its beautiful. It has hard wood floors. It is the upstairs of the house though I would get the main entrance as well. The kitchen is just stunning. It has the... Sign in to see full entry.

Okay I found an apartment or at least I am gonna go look at one. My coworker called me today and told me that his daughter found a cool apartment for rent. I called immediately and I have an appointment for 9:30 tommorow morning. Its in a house that is on 2 acres of land. It is $1100 a month for... Sign in to see full entry.

My stress level has been getting to me but I finally took some steps to address it again. I sat down with my boss yesterday for a discussion about some of the stuff at work. I didnt' leave elated but I did leave satisfied that I was controlling my own destiny a little more. I also have a day off... Sign in to see full entry.

I invited S out but he can't go. He is playing at a private party on Saturday night and he made thanksgiving plans already to go to his sisters house in Albany. Darnit. Oh well at least I asked right?! I guess I'll see him sometime though - perhaps tommorow since I work in the morning or we might... Sign in to see full entry.

I have become a paranoid freak. I want to ask S out for Saturday night..and I also want to invite him to Thanksgiving dinner. I'm scared to though. I did it anyway. I sent him an email inviting him but I know it sounded all weird because I was scared to ask him. So I rambled about how i want him... Sign in to see full entry.

Since I became single I have been spending a lot more time at home. I have been cleaning out my life and my house. I have a way to go still but it's getting there. I'm happier and happier each day of my life. I went to S's house last night. I had a really sore back and neck and he offered to do some... Sign in to see full entry.