Random thoughts and actions

I feel like I've been travelling through this world collecting imprints on my soul. Some of my collection has been incredible and priceless but some pieces are old and have lost all meaning. I wonder sometimes, if I need to keep the past in my life. It has formed who I am but yet, it holds me back... Sign in to see full entry.

I have found that sometimes everything comes together right at the point that I think everything is falling apart. A weird paradox to consider and yet when you really consider it, you find that its true. Several things have been going on lately in my life. It's all of these weird twists and turns... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been thinking lately about the aspect of vulnerability. It's so complex and so important and yet its so hard to really just allow it to happen. I attempt at times, with my writing, to put myself out there. I divulge information and aspects of who I am and sometimes it is taken out of context.... Sign in to see full entry.

The answer... So I thought about it today and I believe the answer is intimacy. Ohh, I know that conjures up all kinds of things in people’s heads but its true isn’t it? Intimacy is really the answer to almost anything. If you feel connected to someone then you suddenly don’t feel nearly as alone as... Sign in to see full entry.

Dream big..Wish upon a star...Hang onto hope when there is nothing left to hang onto... Believe in something even if you don't know how it could ever happen. I know that dreams come true. I've seen it happen in my life many times. People enter my life years after I first have a dream of them.... Sign in to see full entry.

I overheard a young child ask his sister a question today when they were in my store. The child was about 7 or 8 and the sister was about 14 or so. The young boy looked up at his sister and said: Would you be mad if I was up in heaven and I was dead and I talked to Dad and told him to kill you so... Sign in to see full entry.

I talked to my best friend the other day. I was having a really rough night so I called her to tell her that I was crazy. She assured me I wasn't. You see, I have this weird sort of sense that doom is all around me. I'm always waiting for things to collapse and fall apart. I don't need a reason to... Sign in to see full entry.

or maybe you should..I don't know..all I know is I came home late one night last week and I was hungry. I didn't really want to eat anything but I knew I had to put something in my stomach. This is when I decide that a small glass of v-8 would fill me up and allow me to sleep. Sooo that night my... Sign in to see full entry.

Is remembering that you should be writing just when you were sure you had forgotten how. It's universal tonight.....that feeling of being alone because the people we love are not near us. I know I was feeling it tonight..and then I started hearing from all the people I love and they are feeling it... Sign in to see full entry.

So my friend Suzun read what I wrote in my last blog and she offered some insight into the stuff about letting my heart and soul out from behind the walls. She told me that I did need to take the walls down and to let my heart fall out all over the ground. She said the true catch was remembering to... Sign in to see full entry.