Random thoughts and actions

It amazes me that I can type out something in my blog and then I come back at the next time I am online and it's been almost 24 hours. Where did the time go?? So I haven't spoken to S in almost 2 days...scary eh? It's a bit unnerving because I really want to talk to him but I know he's busy this... Sign in to see full entry.

I talked to my friend Jimmy tonight. I had a really really really really really really really really bad day at work. I was practically crying by the time I actually left the building. I was not in a good mood by the time I got home and was just going to go to bed. Jimmy called - we ended up talking... Sign in to see full entry.

I was restless last night and I'm not sure the reason. People said it was the wind outside but I'm not completely sure. I had a great day yesterday then last night I was in a strange mood. I was whiny, restless and demanding. I talked to S but I ended up pissing myself off because of how I was... Sign in to see full entry.

I had my first real psychic reading today. It was about S. I was talking to my friend Kiva about him and her mom came in the room and Kiva suggested that we get her mom to do a reading about him. I pulled out my cell phone and let her listen to the voice mail that he sent me. She listened then... Sign in to see full entry.

S and I saw each other last night again. We pretty much attacked each other as I walked in the door. It was kinda funny because we both weren't planning on it but it just happened. We talked later and he commented on how I just have some effect on him and he doesn't know how. I laughed and smiled... Sign in to see full entry.

Foot Boy is back..he just IM'd me again..if you don't know who he is you can read back a few blogs and find our conversation. He just Im'd me and the name looked familiar. He wanted to know if we had spoken and I couldn't remember. Then he said.oh well..I'm looking for foot models and gave me the... Sign in to see full entry.

or at least love is. It seems like everyone I know it out there trying to hook up. It's endless crushes and talking and lots of fun. I talked to S last night again - He's strange but I like him. LOL I want to just spend a lot more time getting to talk to him and getting to know him. I want to sit... Sign in to see full entry.

WOW seems to be all I can say today....it's all I can really think. I went to S's house last night. I was feeling sick at work..ended up with a nosebleed for an hour and all I could think about was going to see him. He called and I called back and he invited me over. So I went. On the way I was... Sign in to see full entry.

I dreamt about him last night...I dreamt about him in those moments in between tossing around in my bed. The sinus infection is kind of killing the mood. It's hard to have romantic dreams when you wake up because you are suffocating. It was still nice though...I keep thinking about kissing him. I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

That is the word for what is happening tonight. I don't know too much about it but I know that its going to be really cool. It's an alignment of the planets. It's the lunar eclipse and it's all kinds of other amazing things all going on at once. I was told it should be amazing. I'm thinking it... Sign in to see full entry.