Random thoughts and actions

to be happy. This was a conversation I had the other night and it does make me wonder. There is always so much in this world that makes us unhappy. The things we dwell on - the negatives of life. I think it comes down to learning how to let go of those negatives. Something much easier said than... Sign in to see full entry.

So many dreams - so few realities - and yet here we are pushing away and dreaming still - of what is out there. A candle glowing in the dark - leading the way - a song beating on the radio - allowing me to be aware. Isn't it good to be alive?! Sign in to see full entry.

We crave it and yet we are terrified of it. We are so scared of being hurt all the time. For a few months now I have had this feeling...a feeling that I have met the person who completes me. He never ceases to amaze me... and I continually want to know more. If we could just get over our fear of... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been wondering lately - how to really tell if someone likes you or not. I mean its hard to really figure out what people are thinking without them telling you. They could be flirting or they could just always been like that. It's so hard to tell. If a man pats your knee - does it mean he's... Sign in to see full entry.

Almost exactly 6 months ago.. on November 5th I went to see my friend Jamie playing with his band in the city. It was a long awaited reunion with Jamie...and I had an amazing time. During that night I met Vic. We had some conversations and fun..with promises to stay in touch..thought we didn't. I... Sign in to see full entry.

On Monday I went to the city with my friends Kiva and Jimmy. We went to show Jimmy the true NYC experience. Althought he grew up in NY his entire life he still had not done the tourist thing so we set out to show him that. Our first stop was battery park. From there we looked out on the statue of... Sign in to see full entry.

that the moment you are starting our a relationship you are so scared to admit that you might have done absolutely nothing one day. I mean I'm sick, I'm allowed to just lounge around in my pajamas and read a book and check my email and watch movies and generally do nothing of importance. Yet, here I... Sign in to see full entry.

My friend J and I had a discussion the other day about sex. He claims that women are just as bad as men when it comes to this...we just don't admit it. I think I may have to agree that we are just as bad. His original claim was that we were even worse but I disagree there. I have been around way too... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been feeling sick almost all the time lately so I finally went to the doctor on Thursday because I was very close to a snapping point. He did some blood work and when I called in today he had the results.....the good news is that they know exactly what is wrong with me. It's called... Sign in to see full entry.

or....at least that is what some people at work think. I started at this job in October of last year..since then...3 employees have had their mothers die..several others have lost relatives etc etc..it's almost as if the store is cursed or something. For every death, birth or event they love to... Sign in to see full entry.