Ashanti's Thoughts

It never hurt me when you lay your hand on me It never hurt me when shouted at me But it hurt the most not sleeping in your arms at night I sat up all night crying and wishing there was a genie to grant me a wish A wish that I could turn back the hands of time Go back to the 1 st time we met, The 1... Sign in to see full entry.

I am just a child I don’t know why I am to be born I don’t why I want to live Though I don’t know so much I am a child and I want to live I know I might make your life a misery But I come with a label that request special care And if you follow my creator’s guidance, I might just give joy and... Sign in to see full entry.

How do I say I love you to a stranger? How do I say I love you to another woman’s man? How do I say I love you to a man who is not my husband? How do I feel jealous over what does not belong to me? How do I get hurt when he lets me walk away? How do I cry for pushing him away before I fall in too... Sign in to see full entry.

It never hit me until I heard a little voice in me saying, You are going to lose him. Then another voice said, He was never yours in the first place. But how could it be that I feel so much for this man And yet you say he was never mine. I heard myself ask, What do I do now? Another voice in me said... Sign in to see full entry.

I don’t know when I don’t know how, All I know is I fell for you and it Should have never happened in the first place You love your wife, I love my husband, But I know my heart skips a beat when I think of you Every time you kiss me My knees go weak, I forget about the outside world and I focus on... Sign in to see full entry.

I never realized the beauty of being a mother until you asked me to get rid of it, Give up my pride and joy Give it all up because we are not ready, or is it just you? I never thought a day like this will come in my life. I have compromised almost everything to make you happy And so have you, and... Sign in to see full entry.

I didn’t see it coming, and that is why it hurt so much It all started slowly and though we tried to stop it, we couldn’t Or maybe we just didn’t try so hard enough You were a part of my life for so long and its hard to just let you go I watched myself fall for you and I didn’t stop myself The idea... Sign in to see full entry.

Bless me father for I have sinned, it has been 20 years since my last confession and these are my sins; I met a man, I was in love. It got so bad; it blinded my eyes and blocked my heart. I had a child from another man who left me for a younger girl. This man treated me good, gave me money, bought... Sign in to see full entry.

Hi mommy, it is me. The little soul that has been growing inside your stomach; I know it is tough out there, I can only imagine. I know this because every chance you get, you shoot up cocaine to make yourself feel good, but it only lasts so long. I am okay though, I have experience in dealing with... Sign in to see full entry.

I never knew that being in love can be so wrong. I never knew that so many people who claim to be Christians would stone me to death. He that has no sin let him be the 1st one to throw the stone. I guess they are all pure hah? I am lying here in my own blood and wondering if I will make it. I am... Sign in to see full entry.