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What happened then? i’m not tired anymore plans of human extermination turn off the light pump up the volume a sound scrEAms of pain did they care when they abused & killed the animal? who felt the compassion that would have set them all free? Pity? what for? they’ll never regret they cannot... Sign in to see full entry.

forsaken cold skin sliding upon my back your scale becoming my skin me, being cold blooded following my urges to only stay alive the feelings disappear slowly getting to the no way end where males mix with males no more reason to hide freedom of being everyone is so happy but one with no future one... Sign in to see full entry.

a sOng for deAth sOunds to be sHaped castration of thoughts agOny! swallOwing, more, always more AnytHing! always needing sOmethIng the miNd vanished the bOdy is so full of agOny. there's just nothing interesting, maChines puMping the sOul... hOw far, how deep how long? if war could be in my EyEs... Sign in to see full entry.

ouTsIDe wOrld i'M so dOwn & lOw everytHing seeMs unreaChable waitIng for soMething to happen but i'M not dOing anytHing to have soMething to cOme iT's night, then day iT tuRns, & sPins uP, then dOwn tHis gIrl, frOm a tWirl i cannot figure out hOw to get out fEeling is not sTrong eNough beIng is this... Sign in to see full entry.

feed the wOrld there's no plaCe like before there's no place to create not even shape teMptation was evil no place fits this wOrld but nothing's wORth the pain i'M craving & it is so soft i cannot feel the reasons my miNd is above & can only feel nobody sees no one's willing to hear there's no place... Sign in to see full entry.

tiMe always leads to deatH they are sCreaMing & it maKes me feel strOnger hate always brIngs this tight eMotiOn sCattered by lOving EYEs but never do i meet theM so iT grOws slOwly preveNTing gentleness from spreading sHowing rOughness always feels eAsier aNGeR is so nOisy turning aNGeLs deaF but... Sign in to see full entry.

dRift over the iCe iT's crOwDed i haTe this fEeling i'M feEling heLl i caNnot say wHat's up tHere are so many huMans i'M not sure how i'd lIke to feEl or even if i'd lIke to fEel iT sounds like non seNse aLl of tHis mOst of theM queuing for hOurs jusT for a drOp of waTer reJeCting sOunds pRaiZing... Sign in to see full entry.

crEep mOre eMpty meAnings it's hard to find a way out rOmantiC feelings there is a tiMe for everything cOnsidering eMotiOns as nuMbless obJeCts peRvertiOn of a mInd aCcePtanCe of soMe desires a snaKe shaping dreaMs stealing words giving others meAnings running behind some chilly winds red... Sign in to see full entry.

lOng fIZzy lIne some thOughts don’t take us anywHEre fEeling is wHat shOuld matTer wOrds, sOuNds, nuMbers… oNly to iLlusTrate what’s iNside but tHen wHat? i caNnot slEep i’M not sure i waNt to but i’M sCared ceRtaiNly bOred too tHen waNting for soMeOne but thOse wHo appeAr are so fAr so aPart. mayBe... Sign in to see full entry.

open my veIns fEar in the vOiCe lOss dreaM of us lOve witHin deCay or adOratiOn of aBoMination be mine dOn't vanish oBsessiOn of the sOul peRfOrMing death the mind disaPpears deAth is my dreaM saCrifIce of my heArt kiss my sCar isOlaTed thoughts soMeone wHo'll take care of me the fuRtHer i go the... Sign in to see full entry.