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niGht in a drOp how lOng will i like to be alive? i'M planning on being true again. i would like to hear cRiCkets in the grass rather then the nOisy fridGe in my aPartMent soMeOne will blEed sOon certaInly tonight full moOn, eMpty dreaMs, blOod flOwing. a pOnd growing noises of knives in the head or... Sign in to see full entry.

the wOrds i shared as i opened my mOuth to feed yOur curiOsity & release my heart yOu buried me deep under the grOund with a lOud silenCe eChOed by a few wOrds of no conCern yOu were the first person to hear the wOrds of my agOny & yOu reMained so cOld creating a distaNce i had never felt befOre... Sign in to see full entry.

as i’m painting blAck there has been this daZZle all over the greenish water a sparkle of some beauty like the sOUl of the one desired food for thoughts novocain for the sOUl lovers holding hands maybe something beautiful i don't remember i'd rather not remember spitting some attention no shade over... Sign in to see full entry.

liMbO of sIleNce sIleNt sOunds eCho of hOpes waIting for tOmOrrOw nEeding soMeOne a haNd over my sKin iMbalaNced desIres nOt sure where to go wHere do we sEe the eND... as the lIne flOats wiTh the wInd fevEr for a beTter tOMorrOw soMebOdy to cHerIsh dEarly iT eventuaLly never haPpens but cAn't we... Sign in to see full entry.

cRy my feAr i've repEated this caLl prAiZing a loneliness i did not really liKe no flOwers, or aNGeLs to resCue our lOve we just deCided to lEt her gO bEliEfs for sOme other toMorrOws sPiDers cRawling uNder our sKin yOu might reMeMber the day yOu suFfer yOu'll sEe mayBe fEel i've fElt so weAk beIng... Sign in to see full entry.

shAdOws rOaMing clOsing yOurself into daRkness glOoMy wOrds are easier to find they flOw so well known by your darK red heArt grey face of a sAd clOwn how many would it taKe to bring them all into a deep & eNDless despAir breAking the sKy with strOng sCreaMs cutting clOuds shApes of paper dOlls it... Sign in to see full entry.

leAve me with deAth yOu will never realiZe all the pain yOu grew in my heart shaped bOx i'M a living deAd crawling to reaCh survival. i hate myself so much for beCoMing who i reJeCted so strong if i can die now leave me alone don't take hiM away from me. ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

self rejected passion of the child beautiful words but still written no sound no invitation to share the pleasure of more time spent with you a touch, YOUR touch fading away as the white flakes are spreading all over the world this world you’d reject to impose yours if only you had the strength... Sign in to see full entry.

oBsseSsiOn of aNGeLs listening aGain & agAin it all feels so eCstaTic featHers & wIngs aLways yeArning for this dArk aNGeL nOt reAliZing the day he appeAred rIght befOre my EYEs sO dArk & sAd but sTill in lOve mIst of sOrrOw faDing away blOwn awAy by the freSh breatH of a depRessed fAiry. ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

shOwer me sOunds, trying to find a plaCe eChOes of aNGeR all i needed was yOu warM & tHrilling creatIng you insiDe of me sCreaM lOuder let everytHing go wild hOw would i knOw the way tHings happen to be this is all abOut the sHadOw greeN or puRple it doesn't matter yOur tasTe is strOnger as i'M... Sign in to see full entry.