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sIlEnt a crowd loving people iron cold intuitions lovesick what is love does it still exist can one use it acid thoughts computerized minds fuck the metal rape the flesh a life forever controlling one talent destroying the being dissolving the living ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

BASsAM & i've been walking all this tiMe running afTer transpaRent gHosts... the sMell of cigar maKes me diZzy my hEad spins i'M being swaLlOwed by the sMoke of iNsane meMorIes do i reMeMber wouldn't i ratHer feEl but i could siMply puKe all the poisons i swaLlOwed so happily familiar faCes wRapping... Sign in to see full entry.

off this wOrld iNseCure & lost aCceleration of the beAt of this bleEding oRgan as my brain, slOwly drifts away i stopped breathing & the heat of my body is crawling to my head. all i want is some rest a peaceful night free of everything no crash dOwn no crush on anyone. the look in their EyEs i... Sign in to see full entry.

a daRk hOuse iT's daRk but iT's hoMe glOwing sTars sElfIsh skY tuRn the nIght iNto eLectric lIght buLbs of igNoraNce glOoMy vIsion of toMoRrOw wHat are the sParkLes made of? dO yOu have tiMe to crOss the dEep laKe rIver of yOur past yOu drOwned toO many sOuveNirs in thEre wAter from the EyEs of... Sign in to see full entry.

survival the sun is hiding nOw i wOn't be strOng enough again i'll say it's the laSt time fEEling guilty OnCe putrefied but Oh weLL nO real chOice tOmOrrOw wiLL be the right time beCause of the air & the sEA i'LL be lifted to my haven of weLLbeing 'til then, i'll suffOcate One mOre time One very... Sign in to see full entry.

sLeeping gHost sTuCk in an iMage dyIng, asPhyXiated by hOpes they sEe tHen fOrget dIrty haIr reFlecTion of a dreaM i'Ll never sEe yOu again i'M tOo vaIn i fEar suFfering i nEed this fIx i dIed befOre but iT won't haPpen this tiMe nobOdy ever cares dIe or suFfer iT dOes not maTter i'Ll sTop crYing... Sign in to see full entry.

mOaning yOu, sweet brOtHer of the wild i lOst the iMage of your face suCh a long tiMe ago many vOiCes within my mind all so different inDividuality of an egO soMe things just never change yOu, lonely aniMal from inSeCt to huMan what are the keys to this burNt heart of yOurs there could have been... Sign in to see full entry.

tOrmEnt once again, lost in the despair of some uncanny sounds the words are too loud but it feels good being in this lounge the souvenir of a time when the look was so important use of a body abstraction of the mind beautiful but brainless a doll a smile drawn on her face it would never fade away... Sign in to see full entry.

endless rain to seth endless rain falling covering a mind beautiful sOUl born & raised to feel to share words put together long gorgeous sounds escaping sliding on your throat virgin voice pure notes endlessly uttered the rain was only the fluid dropping from your heart never gone always closer the... Sign in to see full entry.

h-OM-e hOMeless hOMe sick hOMe freE hOMe OM... hOMe in a garden hOMe in a trEe hOMe is easy hOMe is eMpty hOMe is nowHere see me rOaMing i have no plaCe to be but one r-O-a-M laNd of lOneliness ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.