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falling into piEces i was so naive believing soMetHing would be true he took what he needed. i knew soMetHing was missing i knew how wrong i could be trusting soMeOne. learning growing in pain for the saKe of soMeOne. i'll never grow i'll never know i won't go i'd like to never see yOu again leaving... Sign in to see full entry.

suNday mOrning in perPigNan gaRdens, flOwers & plaNts a pieCeful greEn plaCe sCattered in conCrete eMpty, i'M feeling ok pieCes of anything i'd like to see soMething faMiliar plaCes, iMages soMewHere in the middle of anywHere the sun caressed my sKin yesterday i can still feel it. this plaCe felt... Sign in to see full entry.

dEmOnsIA time runs erazing the blue EYEs that shine even though the sun was murdered long ago for the fortune of misery dark – bright death desire of the dust falling from the sky like the snow of mid-december covering the sanctuary of the woods but this is too late a pale light flashing trying to... Sign in to see full entry.

murDer of frEedOm i felt like cryIng i felt reJeCted or just aBandOned leFt alone with no frEedoM as he believed he gave me a pieCe of lOneliness i needed. he's swallOwing me slOwly killing me i would like to live not to be drained drained in soMe dirty tuBes disgusTing tubes filled with all his... Sign in to see full entry.

dOOmed generation a cold breath from the dOm of death the noise of paper torn the world, so foggy unrealistic dreams shadow of lust beams of poison injected in the veins bald males standing waiting for the shotgun a pale hole between the eyes the soft sOUnd of a warm breath repeating the eXpectation... Sign in to see full entry.

FUCK U & LET ME DIE with soMe peOple iT's liKe i could sCreaM & dIe 10 billiOn tiMes of more & they would NEVER realiZe!! DAMMIT!! let me dIe! just FUCKING LET ME DIE!!! ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

kEepIng the lOve seCreT is there a way we could fOrgive oursElves? i dOuBt it i don't douBt muCh but nOw i uNderstaNd hOw lOneliness fIts most of us beTter than anytHing elSe sTill wiShing sOmetiMes mayBe beCause i'D lIke to lOve to fEel agaIn what happEned eArlIer oNly to receIve eMotions in retUrn... Sign in to see full entry.

blaCk wave bliss i'd like to sustain soft sOund in the miNd but voMit in the thrOat it's cOld & i'M dying asphyXia of my sOul drowned into deluded disgust my veins are dropping eMptiness eCho into reJeCtion i aCcept yOu i kill myself again & again over & over plundering naked bOdy destrOyed by... Sign in to see full entry.

SNoW a long cold night heading out shivers, ice from the ground dizzy mind in search of the blow of a star emptiness – sounds reverberating silence the midst of your kiss on my lips the skin of a colourful orange caressing my mouth juice all over the face frozen eyes that cannot feel sad free bird... Sign in to see full entry.

i'll never knOw i'M dead & yOu won't save me not anymOre maybe yOu just never did mayBe yOu never lOved me yOu leFt with a gOodbye no kiss no caress only a cOld wOrd meaning no turning baCk. now that yOu're gone i know how dEep my lOve is i knOw, i realiZe hOw deAd i aM withOut yOu. i'll never see... Sign in to see full entry.