Life is always too busy it seems. But, when I'm not busy I tend to fall into depression. Now that the skies are dreary, the weather is wet and cold I feel the blues coming. I am going to try to keep doing things each day, or as often as I can that will lift my spirit. Sometimes it's giving someone a smile or encouraging word. Today I saw myself a bit as others' see me. I need to accept the way I am and not apologize, but I need to be more aware of others so I don't offend them. Writing the novel... Sign in to see full entry.