Jeff's Journal

Well I feel pretty crappy. Going to go home and crash. I was hoping to make it to the singles group meeting tonight but it's looking kind of shaky. I have a cold in addition to the depression. Missed accupunture this morning, just didn't have the strength to get there. Made it to the comedy thing... Sign in to see full entry.

Well that was kind of strange. Luke thought we were going to New Hampshire today, I thought we were going in a few weeks. I wanted to go because I always want to be open to new experiences. But staying in someone else's house for that long would have been uncomfortable. I'm real glad Luke invited me... Sign in to see full entry.

Luke had to reschedule our plans for today, drove his car into a ditch. He's alright thankfully. We'll try tomorrow. Tried to study for my exam but it's not working out so well. The information we're supposed to know for the test doesn't seem to be in the book. Sort of makes sense because we're not... Sign in to see full entry.

Not feeling too badly now--I was a bit shaky this morning. Surprizing because I always feel like when I first get up is when I'm going to feel best. Talked to Joyce on facebook today. Good to talk to her again. I also created a group on facebook--never did that before. It's called Tell the Maryland... Sign in to see full entry.

Not doing too well today healthwise. Gonna go home and rest. Did see Ronnie at school today. We've talked twice for less that five minutes total yet for seme reason I'm really interested in her. Not quite Anita but maybe the next best thing. It felt good getting out early this morning. I'm thinking... Sign in to see full entry.

Well the battle of the sexes was fun. I won three plastic footballs and a movie gift card. Got some free pizza and soda too. I've perked up a little since I got up this morning but I'm still feeling depressed--a little. Actually what I'm feeling is tired but I assume that's the depression since I... Sign in to see full entry.

Well this is certainly a surprizing development. Looks like I maybe moving and getting a roommate. Melanie's friend Monica wants to be my roommate. We're talking about moving to another apartment in the same development to avoid breaking the lease. Gary's a good guy but we don't have much in common.... Sign in to see full entry.

Got to enjoy one of the "perks" of being an HCC student today. Got to see "New Moon" for free. Got free popcorn and soda too. Didn't feel too well last night or this morning, feel a little better now. I definitely didn't the right thing when I retired, I can't work in the shape I'm in. Got class... Sign in to see full entry.

feeling about the same today as I did yesterday. Maybe I could look at that as stability. At least I can get out and do stuff. Enjoying Lisa's company but I've still got my eyes open for others to date. Too many wonderful women in the world for me to limit myself to just one. Haven't been doing as... Sign in to see full entry.

The depression hit me a little today. Not the can't get out of bed kind but the slowing me down to half speed kind. I've been dealing with depression for at least ten years now and I still don't know what causes me to feel bad and what causes me to feel better. Took my Best Buy gift card and bought... Sign in to see full entry.