Jeff's Journal

Slept most of the day asleep I guess it was either the medication, the depression, or the rain or all of the above. I feel good but it's kind of frustrating 'cause I've got stuff I want to do. Santa didn't give me a computer but he did give me some money so I'm going to go out and buy one. Guess... Sign in to see full entry.

Here at Aunt 'cille's and Uncle Woodies for Christmas. Enjoying it so far, but I'm not sure Mom is. Talked to Anita this morning, looks like we're still on for New Year's. Maybe it will really happen. The days are getting longer. Hooray Sign in to see full entry.

Headed to Aunt 'cille and uncle woodie's for Christmas. Might be the last time I see Uncle Woodie. He was definitely fading when I saw him at Thanksgiving. Heard from Jennifer again after I had about given up on her. She definitely seems interested, but then what woman wouldn't be:) As of now it's... Sign in to see full entry.

Well almost recovered. That was one nasty cold. Just about wiped me out for a few days there. Got my eyes measured for the cataract surgery today. I'm going to have to put my own drops in my own eyes for a few days before the surgery too. I'm not good at that but I'm sure I'll rise to the occasion.... Sign in to see full entry.

Tired, going home to rest after I write this. Third acupucture treatment today. I think she stuck me in more places this time. It does seem to relax me some. New romantic prospect met through the internet. Jennifer Hudson. No not THAT Jennifer Hudson. At least I don't think so.:) Looks like Anita... Sign in to see full entry.

I've felt this strange sense of meaninglessness lately. Like what's the point? We're born we live and we die. So what? It's odd because I'm not feeling particulary sad or depressed. i'm still enjoying things. It's like there are two of me, a happy me and a depressed me. Had a nice chat with Brenda... Sign in to see full entry.

Not a very good therapy session today. Too much conversation and not enough counseling. I guess the conversation does have value, it helps the therapist get to know me better so she can help me better. But today I think was a bit too much. I think I'll mention it to her next time. I'm still looking... Sign in to see full entry.

Nice lunch with Missy and Lisa for Missy's birthday. 'bout a month late but that was the best we could do. I think I'm going to try to shake up my routine a bit. Get up and leave the apartment in the morning like I was still working, then come home and nap later if I need to. It will keep me from... Sign in to see full entry.

Another concert at HCC this one is free. You can't beat that. The improv last night was great. Heck I don't even have to leave school to get great entertainment. Music, comedy, drama it's all here. Posted on Triond about Target not letting the Salvation Army Collect in front of their store and I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm boycotting Target. I heard they're not allowing The Salvation Army to collect in front of their stores this year. I don't know why but I can't think of any possible excuse. Stayed in most of today, did a little laundry. Didn't really intend to stay in all day but I guess I needed the rest. Had... Sign in to see full entry.