It's soooooo over...

Ok, he lost his job on December 17th...it is now January 27th and nothing. I just spent 4 hours on Monster.com looking for jobs for him. This is crazy! We just got a note that our house is going to be in foreclosure, which REALLY stinks because we are getting it ready to sell. I would like to see at... Sign in to see full entry.

We had a discussion last night about how we may lose our house. At no time is he saying anything about finding a job. I started crying and asked pleadingly: "Please tell me why you're not making it your mission to find work? Please tell me, I don't understand!" He looked at me and said he didn't... Sign in to see full entry.

He left his job a year ago, and promised to look for one right away. He went for 4 months without looking and yelled at me whenever I asked about it. He finally got something, but left it 3 days later. Found something else, left that, too. Was let go from the latest one for poor job performance. It... Sign in to see full entry.

I've been married for 12 years and it's over. It's been over for me for awhile, but now I am really ready to move on. He's not ready to let go, but unfortunately it's because he (admittedly) doesn't want to be alone. Not a good reason to stay! I am using this blog to get my thoughts and feelings... Sign in to see full entry.