They sat in a now comfortable silence for a while, then Susan said, “ Since it happened to me, I’ve just …” she shrugged “ sort of closed up inside myself, you know? Like you’ve just said that your Emily did.” She looked startled, and gasped “ What? Me? “ as Julian said, “ But you won’t die, Susan. You’re strong, I can see that, and you’ll go on, and get your life back. You have to, otherwise he’s … that man, he’s won, hasn’t he? He would still be controlling you, wouldn’t he? And you can’t, you... Sign in to see full entry.