PARADISE GARDEN

mother and......mother-in-law dad and father in law bunch of brothers, brother in laws bunch of sisters, sister-in-laws cousins, nieces, nephews...... I have some of the above too far away......so it is boring. I really wish I had a bunch of relatives........ IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH OF FUN....ONCE IN A WHILE... Sign in to see full entry.

Looking at this bud love bubble in my brain or just listenin to that song Don't know for sure fallin in love with the one whom I always love but don't know the face, don't know what he does all I know is very little and so hard to love some one like that but I do..... all day long sit by this computer making those love cards looking on address book to send it as a question, whom I send to..... I am so lost, lost in this love surrounding turn back and look again, no one out there just my shadow... Sign in to see full entry.

I am listenin to music...........one song with rock, then one with country..... I am lost in this surrounding...... Don't know when to listen Catherine or when to listen Rozak...... Sign in to see full entry.

Hey friends, the whole year was a total mess for me until last week.....So many obstacles I had gone through..... But now I am slightly walking upstairs where I want to.....all the steps are paved well, only thing I need to carefully walk, so I can get to where I want too....( You all can guess what I am thinking) Safely and slowly I need to make the steps forward in an upward motion, I can't put any more steps down until where I really have to be..... So don't let me fall on any... Sign in to see full entry.

Some times we all think about everything around happening with out we can't help..........beyond the thought pattern, beyond the circle of reach.....all of a suddenly some happens........ Every thing happens around me has a meaning.... Even a minute moment of me......... Hey, I always want to write this stuff.....story......novel.......whatever, Carried my story with in deep of my heart with this specific charcters...... finally I got the time to write it down on pages and pages of my book........ Sign in to see full entry.

in my paradise I wish you happiness..... a melody of new Indie MUSIC because it's sunday..... LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND BE kind......a prayer from my heart to you to be peaceful and prosperous..... good things will always come to good people.....so don't give up... sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

WELL, I AIN'T TALKING ABOUT EXCERCISE, NOR FOOD OR DIETS..... HERE, I AM TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE...... PEOPLE ARE THE BEST GIFT GOD GAVE TO THIS WORLD....BUT PEOPLE ARE GOOD, BAD, WORST, HUMBLE, KIND, SIMPLE, EVIL AND SO MUCH WORST THAN THAT...... SOME TIME YOU CONSIDER SOME BODY AS TOO CLOSE TO YOUR HEART WITH OUT EXPECTING ANYTHING IN RETURN, THEN THEY TURN BACK AND GIVE YOU THE WORST YOU CAN IMAGINE.....\ PEOPLE CONSTANTLY LIE, CHEAT, HURT, CURSE, ACT SO STUPID.... WHY DO THEY HAVE TO DO SO?... Sign in to see full entry.

love your enemy or friend as you, but when they bite you till you die, there is no justice.... i wake up hearing some one screaming and yelling at me..... so I hope some friends, or a true friend some where..... then the people you trust as true as self, bite you back to bite their own issues, darkness will spread out the big wings.... there are not many sun out there.........only one sun.....that's why we get night too.... life is same.........own friends try to put you in front of tiger to... Sign in to see full entry.

To all my loving friends, the best fragrant rose from the world, collected from web with deepest thoughts of mine Every moment I left alone, some one from here picked me up to a better moment Never left me so sad, always kept me with bundle of love, you guys are the best in my life Always love you..... Sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

wish you all so much love and prayers FAIRY IS HERE FOR YOU always there for you.......Got togo now, But will come back once I feel better......until then leaving you with the fairy rose..... know that you will be in my thought Sue THIS IS PARADISE I collected them for you from the web Sign in to see full entry.

This rose name is compassion, I fell in love with her as soon as I seen her... Her innocent beauty made me feel like that I am her mother...... If you see a beautiful baby girl, do you just feel that you are her mother...... Same feelings to roses I have..... I am their mother... Because they just take my heart...... Sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Life..... some times like an orphan there's none can be reached or none is trust worthy around me horrible feelings of loneliness no trust aruond, some times all I wish to be alone Then in my dreams, darkness, in deep sleep looking for water to drink reaching out to hold a hand When thunder makes the horror sound lightning pass by the window scares me to be alone every one out here, but am alone skm Sign in to see full entry.

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I used to be a day dreamer, then I learned to scheduled my time to "day dream" less than the responsibility....... Well, it has become non priority and I learned to live in reality.....but always I loved to dream...... Now here comes next two months if I am alive, decide to day dream..... The better part of it is.....IF I AM DAY DREAMING, I AM FOCUSING ON MY LIFE.... PLANNING WELL, DOING THE BEST I CAN....... SO WHY DON'T I DREAM AGAIN...... THERE WAS TIME HAD TO CUT DOWN THE DAY DREAM, THEN I... Sign in to see full entry.

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no, I am just busy....... but I will be here tonight. This section of my class ends today, next one begin next week....but some important reason will not let me attend next week, so I am trying the best to finish off all my future week in today........... sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

My god, I don't have any one to complain, any one to ask help, and they are also same... I don't see any way to build my strength, feeling hopeless, and painful. None knows where I am standing, but u know my needs, my family or friends needs. I have huge request in my heart, when I can't go to any one, just like before I come to you with out a doubt........ Here I am surrendering with all my desires, all my wishes, all my needs....... You know how you can turn everything out well for me because... Sign in to see full entry.

The April moon kiss you with the dream of a beautiful summer......here I am leaving for your eyes to relax..... sue Sign in to see full entry.

SORRY I WAS AWAY FROM MY COMPUTER, BLOGIT.......LIFE ON OTHER EDGE CAUGHT ME TOO BUSY....... TELL ME WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE STAR OF THE WORLD....... MY FAVORITE FILM STAR FROM THE WHOLE WORLD................... TELL ME ABOUT YOUR CHOICE...THEN I SAY WHOM I LIKE TO WATCH IF IT'S INDIAN.....IF IT'S AMERICAN FILM...... AND TELL ME WHOSE SHOW YOU LIKE ON TV???????? THEN I TELL YOU WHAT AND WHO I LIKE......... SEE U ON COMMENT COLUMN..... IN MY PARADISE, I LEAVE YOU WITH GOOD THOUGHTS..... I AM TALKING... Sign in to see full entry.

when you guys post some for me, about me, how to help me to go through...... you really meant a hug to my heart..... my heartfelt thanks to you.........words can't explain......how much it mean to me... sue9457 to my dearest one's Sign in to see full entry.