PARADISE GARDEN

You know it's Friday, work hard in am, relax in afternoon, and get home early....... Hahaha.... Sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

wish you a good rest....... I am just tired and my head hurts a little, so I will come back when I feel better.... Sue.... Sign in to see full entry.

I turned around again and again.......the sun on my yard, the blue sky out there brought me an out look to my past....... A kid, a dreamer who love the world and always loved to love every one around me.....All I dreamed was a beautiful life.........not much money, not much luxuries, but a life of my own, to cherish some memories forever, to live in love and get old, tell the stories to my grand kids, a content life....... I lost my chance of that dream, I know it's over......but my mind always... Sign in to see full entry.

MY COUSIN IS GOING TO COME HERE SOON.....IN NEXT MONTH.....SHE IS FUNNY, LOVABLE, SHE IS SIX MONTHS YOUNGER THAN ME...HER HUSBAND GOT A JOB HERE.........NOT VERY NEAR TO ME, BUT HERE IN THIS COUNTRY..... SO.......BOOOOOOOHOO, I HAVE COMPANY COMING...... SUE9457 Sign in to see full entry.

DON'T WANT TO SAY IT.........BECAUSE WHEN I DO SOMETHING STUPID, AND IF SOME ONE BRING TO MY ATTENTION, I ADMIT IT.......BUT REST OF THE DAY, I JUST SHRINK TO A SMALL ATOM......... SOME MISTAKE I MADE.......KNOWINGLY, UNKNOWINGLY, JUST DIDN'T THINK IT.......IT MADE ME LOOK SO STUPID..... BUT THE BENIFIT OF IT......ATLEAST I WON'T REPEAT IT.... EVERY NOW AND THEN I NEED TO HAMMER ON MY HEAD TO REMIND ME....IT'S OK....... I FEEL SO LIL.....SOME TIME I AM NOT SERIOUS.....I KNOW.... OK......I GET... Sign in to see full entry.

THE REST OF MY DAY I AM IN MY WORLD....SOME READINGS TO CATCH UP WITH, THEN PLANNING OF 2008, IT'S A LOT OF WORK. NOTHING PHYSICAL, I CAN DO ALL FROM MY ROOM, I WON'T BE TALKING MUCH, BECAUSE I AM BUSY THINKING.......A BIGGER PICTURE....MORE STABLE, PLUS MIND NEEDS TO BE FOCUS...A DIFFERENT KIND OF DAY IN LIFE, I WILL ALLOW ONLY THINGS WHAT I WANT TO ALLOW......GET A BETTER CONTROL OF LIFE. IT'S A PRACTISE. A MEDITATION.....MAY BE ONCE I FINISH ALL PLANNING, I WILL BE TAKING FEW MINUTES TO CLEAR... Sign in to see full entry.

s........THE MOST LOVABLE ALPHABET BECAUSE IT'S MY FIRST NAME START WITH THE S.........IF THERE IS ANOTHER LETTER COULD BE STRNG AS S.....YOU LET ME KNOW.. IT'S ALWAYS SSSSSSSSS.....BECAUSE IT'S MY ALPHABET.... SO I CAN BE SILLY OR SURREAL SUE9457 Sign in to see full entry.

I am lost in this song....it's lyrics and rhythm goes so cool. I cleared some mess in my office room, but I am tired.....now I need to read something. I was looking for a CD, I can't find it...I am so mad about it..If I can find that CD, I can go through it in a glance and read so quickly, like a game.....Since I can't find it, now planning to read a book to get the info I am trying to understand..Reading.......writing...listening to Sign in to see full entry.

WELL, I LET EVERY THING PILE UP FOR A WHILE, MY COMPUTER ROOM IS WITH GLASS FURNITURE...FOR THE BEAUTIFUL LOOK, BUT PAPERS PILED UP SO BAD...FINALLY I TRIED TO GO THROUGH SOME.....SO HERE BEGINNING TO CLEAR OFF THE MESS.... BOOOOOOHAAAAAAA........LIFE GETS CLUTTERED IF WE DIDN'T SCHEDULED CARE...SO AS MY COMPUTER ROOM OR OFFICE ROOM....... EVEN IN MY MIND, SOME TIME STUFF GET TOO PILED UP.......TAKE IT OUT, THINK IT OVER, FIND SOLUTIONS...... BY THE WAY, IT SEEMS J VISITED MY BLOG.....HE CALLED... Sign in to see full entry.

I WANT TO TALK ABOUT A TOPIC.........BUT NOT FEELING QUIET TIGHT TO DO IT... MY PARADISE IS NOT EMPTY, BUT OVERCROWDED WITH THOUGHTS....SO NEED A BREAK, WILL BE BACK. SUE9457 Sign in to see full entry.

GOOD NIGHT......I AM GOING TO SLEEP WHILE I AM LISTENIN TO MY MUSIC..... SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW. SUE9457 Sign in to see full entry.

SOMETHING IN MY MIND.....UNTIL I SOLVE THE ISSUE, I CAN'T SIT TIGHT...WANT TO SEE HOW I MEET THAT TARGET...HOW WILL I GET IT..... IT'S NOTHING BUT A HOME WHICH I LOVE TO BUY....SO I CAN LEAVE HERE, I LOVE THE HOUSE WHERE I AM NOW, VERY PRETTY, BUT I DON'T HAVE ENERGY TO ARGUE EVERY DAY IN MY LIFE WITH HIM... SO, I WANT TO MOVE AND I REALLY FOUND SOMETHING WHICH I WANT IT... MY TASTE IS LIL EXPENSIVE, BUT WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO........ TOO MUCH OF MATH TO DO IN MY MIND, HOW DO I GET... Sign in to see full entry.

F i n a l p r i n e e i H a n a p t s s c a s y s e c u n a f e y t e c some words am leaving up in columns, it's all so important to me......find the words.....which hide in my heart, thought, and sleep.....sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Is that tune of music flows in the air????????? or your humming voice???????? Or the greenaries of trees and mountain????????????or the perfect weather???????? or the curly country roads????????or the schools around here??????? what makes me love NC even though I was in so love with DE beaches...... What made me love you NC?????????is that your straight Sunrays????? or the humming voice of a new song......????? I am lost here in NC....... Sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Well, every one out here know that I am constantly trying to get out of some of my issues. Time is nearing, I need to make the steps clearer and stronger. I am kind of thinking million things at a time... I need to move out from here, or should I buy this house? How do I deal all issues of kids? ( school, bus, and etc) Do I need to take another job? Can I change my schedule.........THAT MANAGER WILL NOT, So........it's necessary a day job ( MOn-Friday), then do my week end with Real estate, I... Sign in to see full entry.

©Tell me babe which signal you send to me..... The beauty of Eiffel Tower or Charming Of Cairo, or The romantic touch of Morocco Couldn't sleep even a minute Wouldn't care to close my eyes Dream of a soft song Breeze of the South wind with A warming Kiss Am I lost in some dreams Or I lost all dreams Don't know what exactly But I can't sleep no more A drum beat in my heart A thunder on my chest A lightning in my brain I am lost in dreams or I lost all dreams Sue9457copyright©Blogit November2007 Sign in to see full entry.

Schloss N Cairo In Egypt Mauritius 1.Schloss Neuschuanstein in Germany.... 2. Vienna in Austria/........ 3.Monte Carlo in Princedom Monaco.... 4. Prague in Czech Republic....... 5. New York City in Usa....... 6. Cairo in Egypt........ 7. Mauritius.... Where would you take your lover to get marry..............It's not a question to ponder in my mind, because I am going to dump the idea in 2007....But I will travel some of these places in life if I get lucky.... Getting married to some is a very... Sign in to see full entry.

I went to temple today.......I prayed some thing very deeply and thanked god for giving me a chance to live again.......few months bback when a diagnose suspected could be cancer, I was shocked...though the biopsy came back ok, I was still in fear until I had my surgery.....all the stress, pain and troubles I went through I thought I will never wake up...but I woke up and healing better...ONLY GOD HAS CONTROL ON OUR LIVES.... WHEN HE PROPOSES, ALL WORK WELL........So thank god.... I am so haPPY... Sign in to see full entry.

I am the most lucky mom in the world, because I am not well and can't do all Thanksgiving dinner....HERE COMES MY LIL HELP.............MY 13 year old done all ready for dinner..... ALL GOOD FOR THANKSGIVING I WILL COME BACK WRITE ABOUT IT Sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Because I was the fifth and last kid of my family...... but I have only two boys and a dog....... Wish I had five kids........and atleast two must be girls..... One of my friend has a daughter and she is only nine years old....every time I look at that girl, I wish if I had a daughter....... TOOOOOOOO BAD I NEVER HAD A DAUGHTER..... I AM NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT MY BOYS........they are sure lovable..... sue Sign in to see full entry.