The crazy lady strikes again for Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Today, I realized something - the 11th anniversary of one of my operations falls on the exact day of the week as did the original surgery. Why on Earth would this be important to me? Well, I was going through a rough time at the time. I developed a serious interest in one of the doctors that would end up doing this operation; I was also exhibiting symptoms of my manic-depression. Had I been medicated at the time I had this operation, believe me, things would have turned out differently. I would... Sign in to see full entry.

This morning, I've been thinking a great deal about my rehabilitation. I had originally wanted to end up in a group home after my release, but was talked out of it by the attending psychiatrist. I'm sorry now that I ended up letting him do that, because I have fallen into so many of the same bad habits that got me depressed in the first place. I wish now that I'd had the courage to stand up to the attending and tell him exactly why I needed the structure of the group home. It has nothing to do... Sign in to see full entry.