Ever since I made the decision to separate from and ultimately divorce Tim, I've gone through phases. For a while I felt very optimistic. I felt free and relieved and started imagining what it would be like to start dating again and whatnot. I wanted to stay friends with Tim. I didn't want to remember him with bitterness and I didn't want him to remember me bitterly either. However, it is difficult to go through the divorce process unscathed and it really hurts that Tim thinks so little of me... Sign in to see full entry.