I Kept The Baby

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Friday, February 2, 2007

the babysitter is not your mother

I dropped her off at the babysitter this morning. She looked at the babysitter and said 'mama'. It didn't hurt. I know it's one of the few words she can say. She can't say 'Auntie Theresa' which is what she should be calling the babysitter. I would stay at home with her if I could still have an... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

Did it for the first time in months

He had dinner with me and the baby on Saturday. It was great because we had not seen him in months. We went to the local Applebee's restaurant, a spot with some history for us. We talked. He says he'll try to see her once a month from now on. I'm glad. Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Wishing I could date again

Not sure how to date as a single mom. Identity adjustment needed. It's not just about me, I'm dating for two. My daughter has to be safe. Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas

My daughter and I had a wonderful Christmas without her father. We are doing well. Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

She's walking

My baby girl can walk now. She's gotten into a few things but not too much mischief as a whole. Haven't heard from her father since September but that's ok. We are fine without him but it hurts that he's not interested. To anyone out there who is expecting an unplanned baby: you may feel overwhelmed... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 20, 2006

She's a year old already.

My baby girl just turned 1 on October 15, 2006. A whole year has gone by and she is starting to walk and wave bye-bye. I am so proud of her and proud of myself for being such a good single mother. It's not a small responsibility and I am proud of myself for doing my duty. It's a duty of love,... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, August 2, 2006

Terminated for unmarried pregnancy

I am posting the article below because I know this woman personally. We were childhood friends and literally grew up across the street from each other. - Missjohn FIRED TEACHER ALLOWED TO SUE Judge denies church its request to dismiss lawsuit brought on by woman terminated for unmarried pregnancy BY... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, July 31, 2006

I am somebody

I am not your trash. Your contempt of me and your resentment of me do not define me. I am NOT who you say I am. I AM NOT what you think of me. I am still the wonderful, valuable, worthy person I was before you met me. You lost when you left me. It's your loss. I was a fool for crying over you but... Sign in to see full entry.

Like trash

I feel contemptible. I feel like he threw me and baby aside like trash like we are worthless. I know that I am somebody and I know I am worth something. I know that my baby is the most precious person in my world. But I still feel dumped. I hate it. I want this feeling to stop affecting how I life... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 14, 2006

before I got preggers

I had big plans for my life before I got preggers. Now, when my daughter smiles at me, all those past plans look so dumb. I love her. Sign in to see full entry.

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