Friday, February 23, 2007It's off to work with me...I'm waiting for my Dad to get here to pick me up for work. My car went into the shop yesterday. It's had problems for a while, but what with the smoking and the obnoxious reverberations of metal on metal emanating from under the hood, I found it best to finally bring it into the shop. Unfortunately,... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 1:29 PM Comments (1) (link) On Christmas Day, 2006Monday, December 25, 2006 Well, I've been wondering for hours what to do with all of this driving energy. I wrote a kick ass poem... I had a very productive conversation with an old friend. Hell, I reached some healthy conclusions about my life and where I am right now... but I felt like there was... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 11:15 AM Comments (0) (link) Thursday, February 22, 2007Remember poeticdewdrop? Or Poetichoneydew? That's me!! I'm back!!!!I've changed poeticdewdrop's name to something much more suitable. My roommate and our friends all call each other Bubba. Well, it's been a long time since I blogged last, and just as long since I last had any confidence in myself. It's been a hard road and you wouldn't believe some of the shit I've... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 9:24 PM Comments (1) (link) Wednesday, September 29, 2004The funny thing is- I am finally in the mood to write it up!-- yet i cant..I have to meet Jon in about 20 minutes and so I can't really sit here and blog. In an hour or two I may be too tired.. but I guess we'll have to see. I meant this to be longer.. but my bladder calls... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 10:06 PM Comments (0) (link) Tuesday, September 28, 2004I guess that what I am doing is writingJust writing Writing about anything that comes to mind. I was talking to Walt today… I think I have confirmed the fact that I am depressed. It’s good to have a friend that knows you so well. Walt and I have been friends for well over two years now. It’s funny. I think I’m depressed because I have... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:05 PM Comments (1) (link) Friday, September 24, 2004Insomnia again-- I suppose that means I'm depressed...I don’t like to be alone when I’m upset. I hate being in a group of people when I’m upset. I really don’t want to be upset. Unfortunately, there’s not much I can do about what made me upset. I’m in constant denial about my health problems. Want to know how I do it? I keep everyone updated on my... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 10:22 PM Comments (2) (link) Monday, August 23, 2004Some sort of letter to some sort of friend-someone who will never read thisWhy can’t you just be online? Why can’t you be here or I be with you? I don’t think this is out of my want to be close to you. This is more out of a want to be human. To feel human. When I am with you I live in the moment. I live happily and in the now without question of the past or of the future.... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 6:51 PM Comments (0) (link) Saturday, August 7, 2004Good Morning all.... As I hope many of you know, I am now working weekendson top of all of my work at home. So if anyone is missing me (again- I hope so) that is why. I have to be at work in 3 hours... I don't really mind. Being a "fuel attendant" doesn't bother me in the least. Besides-- there isn't any boss there. I run everything from 1pm until closing, I lock up, I go... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 6:21 AM Comments (2) (link) Monday, August 2, 2004Ugh--Well, my first 3 days of working at the gas station weren't half bad. In fact, I enjoyed working there. You're on your toes, making money, making conversation.... Besides-- It's a weekend job and I can maintain it throughout college. Needless to say, working has kept me away from blogging. I haven't... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:24 AM Comments (1) (link) Thursday, July 29, 2004I suppose i should go to bedi've been up for 18 hours and I have a doctor's appointment at 9am. That leaves me with four hours of sleep - provided I can fall asleep I've been having a lot of problems sleeping lately so wish me luck Sweet dreams ps. send the image of the color purple my way-- thats a sleepy color in my mind i... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 1:02 AM Comments (1) (link) |
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