It's a Beat Life, Bubba

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Friday, March 2, 2007

EXHAUSTED

I'm ready to make some serious changes in my life. I couldn't even begin to tell you what all has gone through my head in the last 24 hours, but it's been a HEAVY day for me. One thing I'm ready to give up is my free-love attitude, in which, I convince myself that I am free-spirited and can't stay... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

I almost want to say good morning, but I forget not everyone here is a

"vampire". I've been working graveyard shift since Monday night. I'm really starting to get used to my job at hess. It's not so bad, 3rd shift. There isn't much that has to get done and I can get it done at my own pace. There are regulars, mostly truck drivers, who come in a visit at the same time... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I'll be working 60+ hours a week~!

Believe it or not, this is a good thing! I need the money! Right now, my car is in the shop. It probably needs engine work, and I'm about as broke as they come. I've been wanting to get more hours at the hess station... I left a note last night at work to that effect and BAM. I work 5 days a week... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I've been home from work for about an hour

Today's agenda: Sleep until, oh noon? 1pm? Or until Jon calls to come over My roommate Jed comes home today. He's been staying at his stepdad's a for a few days. I'll be glad to have him home. Apparently I get a little stir crazy with nothing around to distract me, though, I'm sure that's just... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, February 26, 2007

I got to spend some time with the family tonight

I decided that rather than sit home alone all day, I'd come see my parents for a few hours before Dad drives me to work. (Car's in the shop) We played a little bit of the stock market game. I can't say its a great game, but I prefer it to monopoly. I guess that right now I'm just bored, more than... Sign in to see full entry.

posted by JustJilly at 5:26 PM Comments (0) (link)

I came close to losing everything that I've worked for last night...

I found myself home, no one around, nothing to do. It started out innocent. All I wanted was some company. Then all I wanted to do was party. I felt so alone. Jon wasn't responding to my calls or texts all day. I thought I was losing him. That I'd gone to far in telling him how much I cared about... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Talk about a beat life!

Just ONE Misclick, and *~KAPPLOOEY~* All of my f**KIN post is wiped out. But, then, it really was just a lot of dribble. A few semi-important, (or at least I hope they were only semi-imporant) reminders for myself. Anywho, I was just excited because I think I've really begun to enjoy my writing...... Sign in to see full entry.

posted by JustJilly at 7:35 PM Comments (2) (link)

Thinking about a post from my past

In particular, the one entered in my "everything else" blog. It's the blog I use mostly for my more serious pieces. ~That's Right~ It's funny that I should choose this blog to post today. It refers back to a time when I was pill-popping and all turned around about guys. Yesterday, my recurring... Sign in to see full entry.

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I just got home from this guy's house..

We just started seeing each other. I'm 50/50 on my feelings for him right now. I feel like we could grow close, but at the same time, he has a lot of emotional walls. The same ones I used to have when I was constantly working or working on myself and my life... It comes with bitterness and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, February 23, 2007

This here describes me about as best as anything can.

I am Jillian. I love to know more than you do about anything worth knowing. I want to be able to fix my own car, build my own table, cabinet, chair or fucking staircase. I want to see sites that only a determined few have the stamina to get to. I want a gallery showing of my doodles in a semi-major... Sign in to see full entry.

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