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I stroll down the path as a feather on wind Letting the sounds of the Earth fill my mind Squirrels, they skitter, Doves, they coo As my mind slowly drifts to you Simple memories of a perfect kiss Recalling sweetly, holding his hand The days when we were yet in love And simply couldn’t get enough Of... Sign in to see full entry.

Contento es mi menos ir loco!!!!! So exhausted; so tired But so much to get out I need to write I need to calm down my brain Yo miento es consado I think way too much It’s time that I sat down And got organized Yo quiero el sexo But I simply can not It’s driving me nuts It’s driving me Por la pared... Sign in to see full entry.

CONTROL My life is empty My own worst enemy No control over everything else I can only control myself If I base my life on other’s needs I lose the control I had over me It takes a while to gain it back Can’t fill in what you don’t know you lack Can’t be a slave to the world around you This... Sign in to see full entry.

DEW-ODDITIES I am an odd, odd person I think to myself I need a vacation To gather myself I’m a Skitzo-maniac Paranoid-delusional Unfortunate brainiac Who can’t find her equal I’m a nutcase beyond repair I talk to myself for intelligent conversation I do the things no sane person would dare Just to... Sign in to see full entry.

Coffee... all this coffee Trying desperately Not to be sleepy My last few days Up this way Have to stay Awake so that I can write Day and night Before I leave for Stupid Florida And sit in the car for 21 hours And be totally bored Across many state boarders As one of my brothers Lies sleeping and... Sign in to see full entry.

I don’t have to put up with this shit It’s a goddamn public place and I should be able to go if I want So what I wasn’t in the play Neither were 20 other people who are going today You say I’ll be intruding on "Jospeph’s Event" When two thirds of the cast are my friends Joseph’s friends with what?... Sign in to see full entry.

The path it passes beneath my feet I feel a strange familiarity I’ve walked this path many times before Yet not in this time, not in this world But in my dreams, when I am at peace I always find myself in this place Yellow leaves on every bow Flowers scattered on the ground below Wildflowers of... Sign in to see full entry.

I stroll down the path as a feather on wind Letting the sounds of the Earth fill my mind Squirrels, they skitter, Doves, they coo As my mind slowly drifts to you Simple memories of a perfect kiss Recalling sweetly, holding his hand The days when we were yet in love And simply couldn’t get enough Of... Sign in to see full entry.

Talking to Drew now Trying to chill out a bit It’s not really working I don’t know what to say to him I wish I could tell him to see me tomorrow And he would just go along with it But he wants to go biking with his friends and shit So it looks like I’ll just be ditched again Life seems so much... Sign in to see full entry.

Twice arrested. Thrice almost died Cheated, stolen, always lied Got in fights between getting wasted Every drug but crack I’ve tasted Been raped, molested, depressed and addicted Been in handcuffs- been in love Had my heart broken more than enough And in the end I’m still alive Somehow I found the... Sign in to see full entry.