Completely Incomplete

Crazy pissed off or pissed off and crazy? Bored to tears or just damned lazy? Nothing to do, nothing at all Not that anyone cares at all But today sucks the big one Zero activity equals zero fun Dad’s PMS plus Sean’s absence Equals one really pissed off Jillian I’d be happier jumping off of a... Sign in to see full entry.

We have taken away all that we've ever had And now we’re lost in this place. It’s driving me mad You’re all alone and I’m here with me Wishing that I could be there to make you happy Praying that you could be happy on your own Hating the fact that I’m all alone My love for you is unlike any love... Sign in to see full entry.

guitar later and write some music to it... TAKE ME BACK IN TIME Walk me to the bridge that we once crossed Take me back in time to when we loved- Simply being together having fun Skipping school and walking around town Take me back in time to your warm bed Where every single night I’d lay my head... Sign in to see full entry.

He’s not here He’s nowhere We can’t talk It’s not fair I miss him So badly I wonder Does he miss me? My mind Just won’t stop Missing His love His arms His smile It’s driving Me wild So lost So deranged How quickly Things changed Once thought That we’d be Forever Happy And now I Miss him Want to Kiss... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes I wrote so much poetry at once that I end up updating the same blog 6 or 7 times in an hour... which means that most people won't read what I actually have to say.... so there you have it Sign in to see full entry.

Where do the memories go? When present tense is all you know Where does the future begin? And will the pains from my past ever end? Why is this thing we call love So amazing and yet so rough What am I to learn from all of these happenings? Am I too thickheaded to even learn anything? I am not sure... Sign in to see full entry.

Because there is no way I can learn all the things I want to learn in one lifetime. But while I'm here, I'm going to try to live as long as possible... I hope the next me goes for hypno-therapy and is able to recall everything I learned this time around.... lol Speaking of which, I've been thinking... Sign in to see full entry.

I figure I’d best get this down in writing lest I spend all of my time talking about it rather than DOING it. You see; If I write something down, then I usually don’t feel the need to talk about it. And seeing as the more I talk about it the more likely I am to get shit from my parents about it, I’d... Sign in to see full entry.

I seriously just spent 2 hours in front of the television, playing a hand-held tetris game. I didn't even realize ONE hour had gone by, much less two. I think my mind is seriously coming unscrewed... Tomorrow I am going to get as many hours in for comus as humanly possible. I just need to feel like... Sign in to see full entry.

silliness. I like to induce a natural high by acting silly and laughing as much as i can. In this way I have learned not to think of drugs as an alternative. (As many of you know, I am a recovering addict) I don't feel the urge to get messed up anymore. It really hit me one day that people cross the... Sign in to see full entry.