Completely Incomplete

LEARNING TO LOVE Through the tough times as well as the good I should be proud of the friendship I have with Drew For whatever the outcome, tomorrow, next month or whenever At least we know we can learn from each other Mistakes are made until we know all And we won’t even get close if we don’t try... Sign in to see full entry.

CONFUSION ON LOVE I love his touch; I love his smile; I love his taste—yet all the while I wonder what this really is; I wonder if I love him at all Perhaps it is simply that the love isn’t right The feelings are there but so is the doubt I can’t be sure of how he thinks of me Maybe he’s just as... Sign in to see full entry.

ADDICTED TO DREW I like it when he tells me how much he loves my ass I love it when he grabs me, and when he holds me close We always talk of sleeping or sitting through a movie Or try to play a game and listen to music But none of that lasts very long before we get close Snuggling and kissing and... Sign in to see full entry.

INTOLERABLE ILLOGIC I hear this constant bullshit from the mouths of so-called friends Defending such evils which one cannot defend Assuming that everyone is all good and perfect Until they are the ones involved in their bullshit Because the friend of a wife-beater has no blame As long as he’s not... Sign in to see full entry.

I wish for a break yet I neglect to earn one I hope for love when I know there is no one I am wise beyond my years, or so they say And I’m not going to date someone twice my age Yet it seems that those people are the only ones with whom I identify The only ones I can hold conversations with that... Sign in to see full entry.

WANDERING GUILTILY I wander down a path, which seems to have been traveled Yet when I cross with other people, it seems they’ve no idea of my troubles I fear I am the only one of m kind Giving, caring, with an analytical mind A mind that picks at every flaw that I have Which racks over questions... Sign in to see full entry.

It’s best I found out now His love will never do It’s best that I know how To discern what I must do I’ve come so far and now I see I can’t let a man be the basis of me I shall live my life the way I must I can’t base my life around some bum I can’t let him run around like a fool While I try my best... Sign in to see full entry.

~*~ I can picture us sitting side by side Nothing to say as we stare at the sky Close together, we cuddle and dream Reminiscing about how things used to be And then I snap to the present and I wonder where you are I wonder if you care; I wonder when you’re coming home I wish I knew why you just... Sign in to see full entry.

~*~ I’ve looked at what I hear and I’ve looked at what I see No matter how I look at it, two and two is three I’m not sure what is missing, though I know what I don’t need And it’s those people who try discouraging me I am aware of things like denial, and that it might be something I’m in But I have... Sign in to see full entry.

~*~ I wish I were somewhere across the ocean Out in the mountains or on some remote island Away from all of the shit in this world The debt, the expenses, the outrageous rules Somewhere I can simply live my life as my own Away from the issues, no concept of home Where money was never an issue And no... Sign in to see full entry.