THE WINDOW INSIDE MY SOUL: MY POETRY& STORIES for Friday, October 19, 2007

No Ordinary Love [Nine years ago...Both POV] My car broke down two blocks away from the campus, this is just great...a new state, new town, and new people. Well, I guess you could say that I’m the new person. Out of all the colleges that I got accepted to, I choose UNM. I know, even my parents were floored by the decision. I grew up in sunny Oceanside, California. My dad is in the United States Marine Corps, we’ve been all over the country—even New Mexico at one time but it was only for a year.... Sign in to see full entry.

I want to scream with all my might I want to break the walls with my strength I want to tear all this pain to shreds I want you to suffer because I did I don't want to cry till I feel numb I don't want to love you anymore I don't want to sink back into that black hole I don't want to feel empty anymore I don't want to be loved by anyone Without you I feel empty Without you I can't go on Without you I can't breathe Without you I can't be strong Without you I don't know how to get back Without you... Sign in to see full entry.

It might be nice to rise and fall, like a roller coaster with swirls and drops, I loved you, I did... I loved you, and it was true. But I got a rude awakening, on a crisp fall afternoon. I thought of you as my world, the one I could run to with anything, I thought you'd always be there for me, but I was wrong...oh how I was wrong. You were done with me, and I still loved you. You said your good-byes, and all I could do was play along. I thought you were the one, the one I'd spent all my life... Sign in to see full entry.

In the oceans widest of blues, there lays my soul--right next to you, you look and glare, but still nothing gets said-- you wait for my quiet slumber to be over. I'm not ready to wake up from this dream of mine, but you want to rise to the surface and claim what isn't yours--but still you dont care. you take, and take until there isn't anything but fear, and that's why I feel small around you, because you don't see anyone else but yourself, When are you going to wake up and realize that life... Sign in to see full entry.