THE WINDOW INSIDE MY SOUL: MY POETRY& STORIES for Thursday, October 18, 2007

**I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago...and this is my exprience...that I wrote off the top of my head...to let people know...that if you fall get back up...and keep walking.* The passion that burns in me is overwhelming, and I can no longer resist that my heart is pounding so furiously, went am I going to let you? My tears sneak up on me, but only in my dreams it's easier to cry that way in the night, my sarrow is still painfully there... and I don't know how to let you go. Everyday gets... Sign in to see full entry.

Love isn't all fairtales, and princes and kings roses in bloom the truest of love, loves...it's not what it's cracked up to be There are no sweet kisses, and no one romances, white doves with starry nights you wish upon, and heros that save the damsel in distress, this is all made up...in fairytale land, where everyone lives happily ever after, and everyone is grand and great, where does reality settle in? Where is the 20th centry? Where is the modern woman... who doesn't need a prince charming... Sign in to see full entry.

I can't look in the mirror the face I see looking back at me, isn't mine I don't know her-- where did I go? My vision is blury...but the girl looking back at me isn't crying she's stone blank no emotion no passion nothing where did the real me go? Where did I got lost? I want to smash the glass with my fist... I want to sob out loud I want to scream at the top of my lungs but no one will hear me... I touch the mirror... but the reflection doesn't do the same I'm scared of what I'm becoming... Sign in to see full entry.

Time ticks on and my heart is aching my heart is sobing and I am screaming silent screams echo the midnight air I gasp... I'm sufficating I am broken smashed and stopped to pieces and I feel so empty so alone and so little that I can't get up I can't move leave me alone that's all I want don't save me don't be the hero I just need to scream and rip out my heart because this black void needs to be filled before I go mad and crazy and I feel like my world is going to end I feel blue and black and... Sign in to see full entry.