Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Tonight may be the coldest night of the year. It was 10 degrees when I got home but I wanted to run anyway. Tights, leotard, socks, sweats, Tshirt, hat, scarf and gloves. Ran the route in 32 minutes and didn't feel cold. Last night, dinner at the Ashmont with Sten. Since RG's been away Sten has... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, November 21, 2005
VAGUE PANIC RISING, sex and lies cont...
Four envelopes came today from Friedrichshof (FH) filled with RG's writing. This is much better than the last batch. Perhaps the first few days writing only reflected his initial lethargy, physical and mental. He has lots of encouraging ideas and suggestions how I can ingratiate myself once I'm... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
ESCAPING THE PAIN OF REJECTION, sex and lies cont...
Lotti came over last night. I invited her to dinner. She was supposed to have taken her mom out. It was mom's birthday, but her mom stood her up, so I asked her over. I cooked. Inspite of the incident with her mother, we had a good time. I often enjoy Lotti's company. We read each others journals.... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
A HARSH CRITIQUE, sex and lies cont...
Time for me to write something about RG's writing, the first writing he'd sent me from Friedrichshof. After plundering it for information, hard facts and concrete things regarding people and changes since I was last there, then reading it again to figure out why it seemed so dead to me; as thought... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
A FRIEDRICHSHOF DREAM, sex and lies cont...
This is not the first dream I've had about Friedrichshof (FH), but it's the most detailed one that I can recall. Thoughts of the place hang like twinkling Christmas lights on the periphery of my mind and have seeped deep into the crevasses of my unconscious. The begiining of the dream is unclear.... Sign in to see full entry.