In my wallowing of self pity, I have forgotten to thank those who have sent me thoughts and prayers here. As Karen Carpenter sang: Sometimes, not often enough We reflect upon the good things And those thoughts always center Around those we love And I think about those people Who mean so much to me... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, March 18, 2018
The standard thinking tells us that sleepless nights lead to disorganized thoughts. Other than some less than stellar formatting and wording, I think my nocturnal notes have helped me with a few things. I had another anonymous doctor that just stopped in to tell me that if 'all goes to plan,' I will... Sign in to see full entry.
I couldn't sleep again, so here am I. I'm feeling better, but can't lay long enough to drift off. If I was home, one of the dogs would be here to lay with me. I suppose I am restless. The bed is unfamiliar and the street noise is different. I'm rambling. Sorry. I will try again later. V Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, March 17, 2018
Rumors of my demise are greatly inflated, or something like that. No chemicals in the last day has cleared my brain and I think I can think about things other than trying not to be sick. I'm hearing rumors I could be released sometime Monday. My blood work continues to improve. I think they were... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, March 16, 2018
Sorry about last nights insanity post. I was really hurting, but I'm feeling better right now. So far this morning, nothing but bloodwork and scans. That can change in a heart beat, but for now, I'm resting as much as I can. The problem with new medical advances is that it hasn't had the rough edges... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, March 15, 2018
the best thing to happen to day ws only puking thre e times better days are ahead. v sorry this isn't the best looking post. I dont feeeel good. Sign in to see full entry.
As much as I wanted to sleep yesterday, I spent most of the night walking around this cheap motel they put me in. In my haste, I forgot my notebook and there wasn't any paper in this place. Eventually I found something so I could scribble out some notes of things I wanted to include in the story. I... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, March 14, 2018
I'm in Tampa. I've got a lot of tests done with more to do yet tonight. I want to sleep, but I don't know when I'll be allowed to do so. Four IV's running. More when I can Sign in to see full entry.
I'm Leaving
In about twenty minutes, I'm out the door for Tampa. I wasn't given much advanced notice, it was either 'come down here or we cut off the supply of (free) chemo.' So I'm going. I should be there by 3 PM and will be picked up by taxi and taken to the hospital. They are paying for everything. A friend... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
Just As An FYI
I hit 50,000 words in my story last night. I am slowly working to an anti-crescendo and the story will be written in stone. While those who regularly read my stories, the next four posts or so describe things that happened during our fifteen day honeymoon, including brief carefully worded events of... Sign in to see full entry.