I Have A World Of Trouble On My Mind

I was in an office today, staring out the window, at the rain bouncing off the road. I'm thinking about dropping Missy. I'm in a familiar state, feeling low and weary, and I don't want to think. Sign in to see full entry.

Assuming that I understand I can write an entry of any length which means that I can add poetry if I wish but I can't open a blog for the poetry alone. Sign in to see full entry.

I sat here on Wednesday and didn't know what I would say, today. Well, one of you may be right; I think I'm waffling but isn't it wiser to find a place where the ice will hold me? What do I mean? I don't have the money to move anywhere so cool my heels and wait until I do. Start socking the money... Sign in to see full entry.

Once I get myself settled I will have decide where I'm moving to from here. The atmosphere, here, is getting a bit thin. If I'm still here on Dec. 26 my third year will begin. Sign in to see full entry.

As soon as I am financially bolstered I will start looking for someplace else. Sign in to see full entry.

This has ceased to be a pleasant place to live in. I'm getting out of here as fast as possible. Mia calls me "Liar." I don't know what Jessica thinks. She's not "a morning person." Casey thinks I have a "smart-assed mouth" and Carmella thinks I'm depriving the people who don't have enough to eat... Sign in to see full entry.

The jeebs are under control but, now, I'm seeing things at the extreme right edge of my vision. Sometimes they're spiders, or I'm seeing other insects. Once I thought that John stood there. Note: it's never been the extreme left edge of my vision. Sign in to see full entry.

So, perhaps, Diana is trying to get sympathy by pretending that she's hurt. I upset her by calling her a liar. Anyone would take exception to that but for Diana it's a bit like throwing kerosene on a fire. Sign in to see full entry.

Casey wouldn't recognize self-contempt if it was a train coming right at her! Sign in to see full entry.

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