I am an empty vessel
I have no energy stores to call upon. Somewhere along the way I have also lost my joy. I need to get it back. Richard thinks I'm ashamed of being seen in public with him. Vanity thy name is Richard. I can't get him to understand that even if he was well enough to drive, I still don't want to go out. I need desperately to remember what happiness is and restore it within myself. I am going to have to force myself start an exercise routine that is very gentle and change my diet. It is hard when I... Sign in to see full entry.