I am so weary, how do I go on? I cry out to God but answers I cannot hear. I call upon my Guides and Angels to bring the messages from God. I think I want to give up. The pain is unbeareable and I have no strength left within my body. How do I get my cells to renew? Please God give me strength. I just want to give up. I cannot place Richard in a nuring home for I could not stand the guilt. I cannot go without any more sleep. I do not have the strength to reach my goals I want. Goals to bring me... Sign in to see full entry.