Saturday, October 4, 2008
when toMoRrOw coMes: 3
the way to deCease how weiRd the way i've needed to make myself siCk since i've met you it hasn't been much better eXCept for the first weeks then i took you to soMe deep uNdergRounds to soMe hell i'M hating i thought yOu would heal me & i made yOu siCk wHat way can we take could yOu hOld my hand...
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
emotiOns: 13
rest in peaCe i'M so cOld i'M so siCk i'd rather die then feel this way my head's warM & i'd like yOu to hold me but yOu're asleep last night i needed yOur arMs around me but yOu didn't hear my call now i'd like to sleep in a bed & be covered with warM blankets i'd like to sleep all day long & sTay...
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
emotiOns: 10
dreaM of reality i onCe fell in love with a dreaM & this dreaM caMe tRue for it was not a dreaM only a proJeCtion in a coMing reality i did not see the pain i'd grow iNsIde this life i did not see the needs i'd creaTe pain & agOny aRe such a cRuel coMpany but i never seeM to let theM go © pElAgUS
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
emotiOns: 5
rainy morning i'd like to be in a cOrner hidden from everyoNe to stop seeing theM & only stare at the rain covering the gRound. i'd like to sMell the suMmer rain early in the morning sitting under a tRee gReen & high sTrong enough to proteCt me from the sTorM. i'd like to see long liNes of light in...
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
deCay: 10
wHen deAth asTounds there's an iNvisiBle cry out is the meMory of my miNd those people around me i can't hear theM my liFe is full of lOve but today, iT's nowhere i can't find a reason the pain of my body is too sTrong. i can't deCide what to do there are so many sOunds my head reverberates the...
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Friday, September 12, 2008
deCay: 9
falling dOwn i'M in a self desTruCt mode i'd be gOne iF only my miNd was clear i can't sTand myself i can feel the siCkness iT's wrong iF i could kill myself i'M waiting silenCe is nowHere i'M eChoing the viOlenCe yet only toward myself my miNd huRts my body too iT's everywHere & i can't know i...
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
deCay: 3
trauMa, unknOwn everything seeMs deadly wrong since i caMe baCk i'M getting siCk i'M feeling wrOng i can't find myself & i'M not craving for making myself siCk. i don't know where to sTart i don't even know if there's soMething to sTart i don't know where to go i'M not feeling right. this sHort...
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Friday, September 5, 2008
deCay: 2
being baCk for a while i could deal with so many things during those 2 weeks on the rOad so different from my usual journeys tough difficult cOld my miNd has a hard tiMe dealing with everything i can't sit sTill anymore & i'M feeling intoXiCated i only want to feel peaCe iNsIDe. all those faCes in...
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Thursday, September 4, 2008
deCay: 1
fiRst moRning, baCk in paRis i had an odd dreaM last night that i can't reMeMber. haunting & dark is all i can recall. i had an odd feeling before i fell asleep i needed hiM to hOld me tight. making lOve was such a delight it was like having been deprived for weeks i'M loving hiM so much. then now...
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the rOad: 8
wHen miseRy sTrikes my belly huRts i'M in deep pain i can't sTay for ever far from civiliZation iT'll take me forever to catch up with it all my belly swells my EyEs are falling i'd like to sleep for days & maybe just never waKe up. © pElAgUS
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