experiments versus results

hi guys, this is something relatively new that ive been working on. its a little weird and a little confusing. as i read it back. thats it really. but hey my writing is still very much in its infancy as am i feel as far as learning goes, so ill forgive myself for that... the positive thing i will... Sign in to see full entry.

my lifelong romance with my world will last 4ever i know the world. Sign in to see full entry.

The hardest thing to do in the world is to defy your parents and go for what is yours. The right to do whatever you want. My heart filled with Gold, so pure, will suffer, suffer, suffer. in a world so cold. what is this feeling? so empty inside. my memory maybe gone in 50 years. but in that time i... Sign in to see full entry.

you think you're better than me, but you're wrong im the only one around here who's allowed to think that way you think im wrong, you think you're cool but that aint the case baby ill walk down the street, my head held high it dont matter to me that we f..ked last nite. xx Sign in to see full entry.

my life: my life is a dream, nothing is really real, this is how i feel...but is it really me?....im in control: the dice have been dealt, the rain has poured, i feel like s..t, you look like gold. all alone in our private world, we do not know what 'out there' will hold. the places ive been, the... Sign in to see full entry.

if you shut your eyes would you still feel me if you opened your eyes would you love me any less do you love me for my colour do you love me for my height or do you hate me because of all this if i did not love you would you want me anymore or would you care, would you still be there would you join... Sign in to see full entry.

so people ask me why i m single and here s what i ve decided. because i value being able to choose every minute, every second of the day - or night! without waiting for another human being to put their two cents in. and because i value health and well being above everything, even love. when you have... Sign in to see full entry.

hi guys, here is some random stuff i wrote as a silly little teenage thing - i think its time to excise them like pus-filled cyst and move onto a cyst free existence....let them breathe out into the world, so i can breathe in smthg new...its been a long day..and im feeling quite emotional..so this... Sign in to see full entry.

I believe my turn will come. No matter how long i've been waiting here alone in the cold. Self-realization will come. I can take my breath away, make my head spin, and be happy again, like a newborn baby. A blank canvas, that's what i need my mind to become. Fill myself with all this love ive... Sign in to see full entry.

Still my beating heart It breathes new untold wounds into my soul. This restlessness is my enemy. Uncertainty and insecurity clearly foes not friends. Like idle classmates in the playground, whom scold you for your stillness and superiority. We, we, we. Us, us, us. Pray. Why? For what benefit does... Sign in to see full entry.