Lesa's heartworms

Awkwardness never existed, At times I would have to resist. Broad curves all in motion, I am paralized by love potion. Glacefullness with every step, Mezmorized I could have wept. Emotions can be easily read, I wonder if you move this way in bed. Mine eyes have seen my heaven, Flowing through the... Sign in to see full entry.

I stand on guard afar and silent, A stance so lonley. Protecting my heart for 15 years, such a troubled soul. So inadequit to all I love. So inadequit to most of all you. Why do you torture me so? What I have ever done to harm your load. I only ty to lighten it. My life seems adrift and unheard. All... Sign in to see full entry.

Like a starry night without the moon. Like a field of flowers but none in bloom. All my hope seem to be doomed. My mind and heart are so out of tune. Alone it seems has taken a likeing to me. But as for me, Alone is pure misery. I am lost in a lonley pit of honesty. Ironically! Without the cure of... Sign in to see full entry.

Does anyone hear my cry? Please someone help me by! I have lost my will and try. On whom may I rely? Not me, I'm lost. I cannot deny. My last bit of strength was in that sigh. My only life was in that high. Does anyone hear my cry? Please someone help me by! I can't even enjoy a laugh, a cry, or a... Sign in to see full entry.

Wasted time is tugging on your shoulder. Acceptance of expectations wrongly unfullfilled. Waiting, wanting and wishing. Normal states seem unappreciative. Harmony exsisting on unrealistic levels. Selfishness, self-indulgence and self pity. Repetions of events known oh so well. Disappointment is a... Sign in to see full entry.

You and me are not an impossiblity, a test or so, what a why to know. I have imagined it, and again, away we go. You and me a destined sea, and full of possiblities. I wonder when you breath, you seem to have so little time for that need. And always something up your sleeve of possiblities. And... Sign in to see full entry.

I can't pretend. This is fun, more fun than anyone could bring. But an uneven flow of anothers' tow is asking me for light I'm not sure that I show. What can you see? I want that glimpse in me? I am happy still, however uneven we feel. That is what makes this so real. This something you see in me I... Sign in to see full entry.

Enormous passions pushed away, nothing new today, Away things I can't forget, things I can't ignore, my heart you implore Right to me forevermore, but you can't accept this, you can't accept me Insecure ways still so unfair, Sacrifice has been included, but, A love this deep has now been dilluted,... Sign in to see full entry.

How dare your ego to beat up mine I've had enough of that in my lifetime I must leave you behind -once my bliss Impossible to ever take you seriously, sincerely It would be another uncertain day after day What kind of life would that be? Blind and timid? That's not for me I break loose from you like... Sign in to see full entry.