Lesa's heartworms

However close is this? Forbidden and inviting kiss. My oh so passionate bliss. Now forbidden in such a kiss. However close is this? Forbidden yet quite insistent. My trembles hide,oh so presistent. Now forbidden to feel insistent. However close we are, forbidden to be too far. My fears once... Sign in to see full entry.

Transparent reality-if only the heart would take over Strong as a lion with an angel's face Vulnerable and fragile unless stroked the wrong way Timid, cautious and courageous all perfectly combined Blowing away in the harsh wind things no longer needed Abundant in the sun of freedom Creative,... Sign in to see full entry.

I love you in the deepest way A promise to forever stay My friend Loyal till the end I confessed alot more Some things are hard to ignore My friend I most adore I do implore you stay My friend If no more I need you in the deepest way A promise to forever stay My friend Loyal till the end Though many... Sign in to see full entry.

This much freedom makes the heart grow heavy. I need someone, To hold me To fuss over me To comfort me To give me imput To listen To teach Somone who is interested in how I feel about everything, even if i am not sure. He will make me feel secure. He will be crazy over my allure. And he will want to... Sign in to see full entry.

There is one thing I have learned without a doubt! If you give you are sure to one day receive If you hope you are sure to believe If you ask somehow you are sure to get And if you help you will never regret But... If you hurt you are sure to be If you boast you are sure to need If you lie you are... Sign in to see full entry.

Give faith it's wings Agony knows no means All the birds will sing Extreme is extreme But oh what joy it will bring Extreme Written by lesa heartworms on 9/3/07 Sign in to see full entry.

thank you all so much for reading. I just want you all to know that I appreciate your kind words and am working on being more positive. I do belive everything happens for a reason. Maybe God brought him back to me and took him away again to show me one and for all that I SHOULD move forward and get... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes when they come back they leave again and again and again. I have 15 years of this behind me. He would just come back every few years for about a month at a time! I can't do it any longer. All I do is long and wish and wait and suffer. I have a hard time letting anyone else in because of... Sign in to see full entry.

Don't look my way. Our lives together can only be a memory now. Don't look my way. Your company I can no longer keep. Don't look my way. My mind has thoughts which I do not have to think. Don't look my way. For the pain is too much for me to take. Don't look my way. Your eyes tell the whole awfull... Sign in to see full entry.

My favroite album right now is Foo Fighters 's Skin and Bones-it's live and unplugged and the lyrics and grove are awesome-I think everyone SHOULD listen to it! PLEASE DO!! Sign in to see full entry.