Lesa's heartworms

Wasted time is tugging on your shoulder. Acceptance of expectations wrongly unfullfilled. Waiting, wanting and wishing. Normal states seem unappreciative. Harmony exsisting on unrealistic levels. Selfishness, self-indulgence and self pity. Repetions of events known oh so well. Disappointment is a... Sign in to see full entry.

Excuses piled upon by more excuses Sorry for wasting your time I can tell your under enthused by mine I've seen this all before In my effortless allure I've attracted yet another moment king With excuses Written be Lesa heartworms on 10/15/2007 Sign in to see full entry.

Missing a kiss I've never even had Tempting aloud my soul Racing around my heart A fleeting glimpse of a kiss has sturred all this Wanting and giving whatever may come with that kiss I pray for bliss Confessing this Yearning I'd forgotten how exciting it is to know a first kiss is coming How... Sign in to see full entry.

Pulling out a smile in one breath My fire Tearing out the pages of my life Unwilling to cry again Weak and simple no more emotions for me I'm done So caught yet unwanting to be free Such a simple me A pen, a song, a smile, a cry Never wanting to say goodbye I muddle by through selfish pain It serves... Sign in to see full entry.

In pursuit for perfection Perfection is lost It becomes a never ending pursuit It's a dance, a dance of evalation To heights of a chance for a chance Of finding a glimpse in relation to a feeling of perfection BUt with our oh so perfect limits in tact We limit emotion and we are oblivious Oblivious... Sign in to see full entry.

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My dreamy heart has trouble living in this reality My heart so optimistic and my thoughts most always kind It's just such a big part of me to be so dreamy To give everyone the benefit of the doubt Although it may seem I may loose it sometimes I always bounce back For dreamy strength I do not lack... Sign in to see full entry.

Tightly Save those innocent ideas you have of me Use them when you need to I know you do Hold them against me if you must I know you will Abuse me if it helps your tow I can swallow every blow Not very gracefully though So save those innocent ideas you have of me Tightly You will need them Written... Sign in to see full entry.

Say those things to me, be willing to be free Only within me, only within me Sometimes I feel too much, but I'm not sorry He knows right where to go He knows through it all The end will be the end Right now and forever Through all it's glory Stepping always Finding a way away Not Desperate Just... Sign in to see full entry.

Unwound Full speed ahead with no place to go Willing heart and a searching soul Daydreaming mind In love with the future Unable to enjoy the present While clinging to moments in time Moments that were never truly mine You see, even though I have always been told not to get my hopes up I always do I... Sign in to see full entry.