Lesa's heartworms

My Lonely Heart says reach me please I need the attention Didn't I mention that? Your claims don't seem so far fetched But your actions speak differently With choices untold I have a tendency to fold I need to look forward Not here Why? Why can't I find comfort in an undefined moment? I have a major... Sign in to see full entry.

I wonder where you ache For that is the part I wish to take To find that place inside a mistake That place where all is grace If a mistake is really a mistake I wander where you ache The wander I can hardly take Enchanting grace and all her ways Can push us through another day If a mistake is really... Sign in to see full entry.

This is the part where I don't know Thanking my stars for the beginning of the show Trying my best to go with the flow and accept my tow But I don't know I have lost my faith somewhere I have much to offer but fear little to spare I must admit it and get it out there I try and give my best to you... Sign in to see full entry.

Save those innocent ideas you have of me Use them when you need to I know you do Hold them against me if you must I know you will Abuse me if it helps your tow I can swallow every blow Not very gracefully though So save those innocent ideas you have of me Tightly You will need them Written by lesa... Sign in to see full entry.

I know it's hard to believe that love so big is good for me But I call it my most cherished knowledge I can feel it anytime, it's mine No one can take it away from me A lifetime I'll feel it's glory and beyond So if you don't reciprocate Don't feel pity for me It's a gift I'll cherish and use to... Sign in to see full entry.

I can't imagine how deep your pain must go And I have pain like you don't know And he and she all friends and foe We all have pain from which to grow We all have pain from which to heal And we may never Until that heavenly deal So during all these moments you steal Ask yourself if I am real If the... Sign in to see full entry.

I have a panoramic view today All sides clearly seen Wouldn't you like one too? To clear the rusted dust away And paint it all over again Are you capable? Not in my head For how I wish it to be true But no You never do Written by lesa heartworms on 10/21/2007 Sign in to see full entry.

You must know of a better place to be Apart from me Just when I thought we were bonding and understanding eachother You do what I hate the most Hide and ignore my reach As I try to give you my best understandng lightness I realize I'm truly feeling neglected and used instead of light and airy As I... Sign in to see full entry.

Poisoned by these thoughts of how and why Just be my guide and shine your light I'm caught up in my fear tonight Anxious to be nearer and dearer to you I am a sinner from way way back I guess we are all emersed in that But I lack all the knowledge of how to forgive myself And how to accept your... Sign in to see full entry.

My lonley heart says seek me please I need the attention Didn't I mention that? Your claims don't seem so far fetched But your actions speak differently With choices untold I have a tendency to fold I need to look forward Not here Why? Why can't I find comfort in an undefined moment? I have a major... Sign in to see full entry.