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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Reeling in worry

Maybe i should have thought about this before now, but all of a sudden it it seeming like a VERY big deal. My husband is 15 years older than I and for the first time I am wondering if this is going to end up causing nothing but heartache. I feel so helpless, there are so many issues(mostly medical)... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Mancubs, and their mommy's

There is a special bond between mothers and sons. I don't know how to explain it. I have given birth to four children. Three girls and one boy. I by no means love my son more than my daughters, but I cannot deny the connection that he and I share. Austin is about to turn eleven and it hit me... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

A Sweet Homecoming...

It is raining today. Raining? I had almost forgotten how much I love the sound of rain, falling steadily on the rooftop and against the trees. It has been a long cold winter, my first in northern Wisconsin- the snow has become like a permenant fixture on the property. Yesterday, it was so warm 50... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 9, 2006

One more soul saved by the goodness of strangers

I have just had a truly remarkable experience. In the span of less than an hour I went from having a seething, angry, hate filled heart to experiencing feelings of warmth and compassion and tenderness; so totally and completely that it lifted my soul. In these times of desperation and decidedly... Sign in to see full entry.

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I would never be convicted(of her murder) by a jury of MY peers.....

I have got to calm down. Get a grip. Right now my heart is pounding so loudly and with such force that I can feel it in every cell of my being. I am so upset my hands are shaking, I am pacing back and forth. I want to let loose. Start typing so furiously letting everything come up and find its way... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

Sweetness Lost

So much of life isnt what happens to us, but rather how we deal with what happens to us. As a mom, I think this is one of the most imprtant lessons we must impart on our children. And yet, for me it is probably among the most difficult. I have managed to raise very articulate, free... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 6, 2006

Coming to my senses

Sorry that I havent been around for awhile- things have just been so crazy. I realize though just how much I have come to depend on this "little escape". Im sure there are others besides me who realize what a crutch this place becomes. I suppose that rather than complain that BLOGIT has me in its... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

Sometimes I forget.....

Sometimes I forget. I am consumed tonight with a gnawing, sick feeling, that is eating away at my subconcious. I have been feeling this way for about 24 hours now. I wonder how he is. Will he pull through? Will he ever be the same? Perhaps I think of him, this boy whom I have never met, because my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Thirty five years down.....on to eternity

I have been married twice. My first marriage began when I was seventeen years old and three months pregnant. It ended shortly after I turned twenty-six. It was a insane, tumultuous period in my life that produced four beautiful, wonderful souls that I am blessed enough to call my children. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

Running on Empty

I am so incredibly exhausted. I only have a quick second but I needed to do something for me- and so here I am. This entire week has been spent in hospital type settings. I have spent all week getting my grandparents settled in their new room at the Vetrans Home. At the doctor's office with sick... Sign in to see full entry.

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