Adventures in Psychosis

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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

Schizophrenia: The Delusions That Haunt my Mind

The events of two days ago have made me decide it's time to really explain to you what it means to be truly deluded. The delusion I was having on Monday were most definitely paranoid; I was finding patterns in numbers all around me, convinced that they were there to warn me about something, that... Sign in to see full entry.

The Evil Created From His Songs

Good morning everyone. What a night I had last night! This might seem a little strange to you, but remember how I got that Jars of Clay CD yesterday afternoon? Well, I listened to it last night, and while listening to it I thought up a new villain for a story. It seems when I listen to that type of... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Saved by the Music

Today just got a whole lot better. I was cruising around on the web before lunch when I noticed something that got me pretty damn excited: Jars of Clay released a new CD. Now, I’m not a Christian, shoot, I’m not even sure I believe in God at all, but Jars of Clay makes everything better. Without... Sign in to see full entry.

My Delusional Day

Good morning Blogit. Thank you everyone for your comments and suggestions yesterday. I sort of feel like apologizing. I was very, VERY delusional yesterday afternoon. I started to realize that I wasn’t seeing things clearly a few minutes after I got home. I was peeking out the window from under the... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 2, 2005

My stomach is twisted into knots

First off, thank you everyone for your comments and suggestions on that previous post. I wish I could have followed them, but I’m at work, so turning off the computer and going outside isn’t really an option. I’ve mostly managed to collect my wits, although I’m still very much out of it. I can’t... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't understand. I'm scared.

What the hell is happening? I don't feel like I'm here. I was fine a minute ago, but now I'm not here. My mood is up and down at the same time, I'm confused about what's going on around me. It's tough to write. It's like I can't get a grip on myself. I'm scared, nervous, embarrassed, anxious and... Sign in to see full entry.

Unidentified_Hacker talks about.....Dating? Did I Read That Right?

This will sort of serve as an interlude to my post about the situation with the girl I’m interested in and to let you all in on how I look at dating and relationships. First off, I don’t believe in “dating”. By that I don’t mean going out on dates, I mean hooking up with someone you don’t know very... Sign in to see full entry.

This Place that Makes me Crazy

It’s Monday morning, and I really don’t want to be here. But nevertheless, here I am. My boss will probably give me some sort of lecture or speech about calling in sick for two days in a row, but you know what? I don’t care. It’s finally gotten to the point where I just don’t care. This job kills me... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, April 29, 2005

Wish Me Luck

Time for all of you to wish me luck. Remember that girl I scared away with my, shall we say, dark interests? She called me up and apologized. She felt really bad about reacting the way she did, and said she understands that it’s just a part of who I am. Holy cow! Can it be true? I’m going to go see... Sign in to see full entry.

A Musical Four Day Weekend

I decided to go the whole nine yards and take a four day weekend. I’ve been scanning the usual sites for jobs: monster, careerbuilder, bajobs, dice. I sent a couple of resumes out, so we’ll see what happens. Oh brr, I just took a sip of soda and it was cold on my teeth. Just thought I’d tell you... Sign in to see full entry.

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