Accidentally on Purpose

Friday, April 15, 2011

Wedensday More Amazing ThenTuesday

It was lunch with a so called friend. But it was a business meeting. I drank real fresh orange juice before the morning was over. I ate a mango at the noon hour And I went to lunch with a guy I just met. I really think he is great, but he is married, and although his wife is in another country, I have a rule, and I live by that rule, never broke it and never will. I just don’t mess with married man. No matter what their story is. We met for lunch and I got to pick the place. We met at 2pm and... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Tuesday was Simple But True

The biggest hurdle of building new habits is a two steps to success. The first step is to define exactly what it is that we wish to stop doing. Being aware of our destructive behavior seems like an easy task, but it requires a deep level of honest that seems to be difficult at times. The second step to reshape a habit is create a Ulyssian Contract. I can now tell you that I have tasted it on my blood and it works like some sort of miracle. It is an amazing tool I accidentally discovered, and I... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Monday Came Again

I didn’t feel so great this morning. I dreamed that I was in a boat, a very wealthy boat where I was cruising with my sister and many other people I knew and loved. I wondered off the boat and into the town to meet with a man I loved, and wanted to spend some time with. But I forgot to tell my sister that I was going and I spend the rest of the time on my dream trying to get back on the boat to let my sister know where I was. When I woke up, I felt down, I wanted to go back to my dream and I... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Sunday Meetings and Beyond

I was strolling around in Wallmart (I love Wallmart) a woman was giving out coffee and cookies. I took a bite of one of her cookies and then I looked on my watch, it was 6:07 pm, lol a few minutes past THE hour. Pretty good for someone who can never keep on track with anything. I am so thrilled that the Ulyssian Contract is keeping me in track with what I really want to do. I will not jump the gun yet, and declare that I found one more piece of the puzzle, but I will say that I have been putting... Sign in to see full entry.


In the park Every day is the fourth of July Saturday was my day off I got up late, I took a shower late, I went for a nice long bike ride also late, and I ate kind of early. I stopped eating when I said I would, and it was not difficult at all. When I got in the mood to eat something, I juiced some carrots and spinach, and drinking is fine, so I felt fine. I still don’t feel a great deal of confidence, but I feel ok. At 7pm I ate 3 crackers with bree cheese, my all time favorite, but I stopped... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Friday Night Off

I amended my Ulyssian contract to give me Friday night off; I can eat after 6pm. That is why I accepted dinner invitation at 7:30p.m. I prepared myself for this dinner, by not eating much all day, as a matter of fact I ate very little, and by the time I got to the dinner I was starving. Of course, they did not whip out the food immediately. If you have ever gone to a Friday night celebration, you know that there are rituals, and prayers, and washing your hands, and singing a song, all before you... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Thursday In The Park

You may enjoy reading the colorful version of the same thing, especially the picture I took specially for this post. You see I had you on my mind and you helped me stay strong, without even knowing it. I am grateful for your being here. I finally feel a little better today, but not yet the way I felt before my Monday’s bomb out. The reason I feel better is because I was tested once again, and I passed it tonight. I don’t know why it seems that I have been... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Wedensday...Marching Forward

Today was a bla day, as far as my Monday downfall is concerned. I did make sure to eat before 6 p.m., but I was not hungry, I only ate because it was 6pm and I didn’t want to eat later. That is not good, but that is what it is. Not making me feel any better. I stayed away from everybody today in order to recuperate from my Monday downfall. I don’t think you realize but it did really hit me hard because my stomach was hurting all night, and I really just wanted to give up. I still do, but I won’t... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday Recovery

Recovering Tuesday I guess I better get over myself, I thought, as I opened my eyes this morning. One woman’s journey to reshape the body. Triumph and struggle on a daily basis. Yesterday’s failure hit me hard. I woke up this morning and the first thing on my mind was the great dispair that I felt last night as I realized what I did. I came home stuffed with a bunch of food in my stomach, that I did not want to eat. The ‘me’ that is out of control ate. Delicious soft freshly baked bread, with... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Saturday, Sunday, Monday...

Monday; today; tonight and right now I feel pretty horrible now. I just got home and I just ate a big meal, it is 10:49 pm and I ate so late, and so much, my stomach hurts, my mood hurts and all hurts. Other than that, my mind is blank. Looking back at yesterday; Sunday I went to karaoke and had a great time. I stopped eating at 6pm. It felt pretty good, I refused another of my favorite meal at karaoke. I did take the food home for Monday, but for some reason it doesn’t feel so great right now.... Sign in to see full entry.

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