Sleepless Writings

have you heard the phrase, "home is where the heart is"? I have come to know the absolute truth in this statement. The following poem describes this feeling in part.... Kill me with the bluntest of objects Make it slow and torturous Nothing could possibly be worse Than the way I feel today A... Sign in to see full entry.

It is midnight here in the Sunshine state Both of my brothers are still awake Watching TV in the other room Whatever the program, its an annoying one It has one of those annoying announcers People shouting and others with whistles I just want to scream at them To just turn it off and go to bed But... Sign in to see full entry.

I don’t know what to do with myself I’m tired yet I have so much to tell I need to write, I need to sleep Try to smile but want to weep So confused and emotionally exhausted Worn down from the constant longing No matter what I do there is always a part of me Wishing I were back in Jersey Where I can... Sign in to see full entry.

Why do the nights drag on as they do? The nights that I am without Drew When I wake up longing to feel his touch And can’t get to sleep for the rest of the night Lying in bed thinking of him Wanting nothing more than to be with him Let him calm my troubled mind With a simple look into my eyes He can... Sign in to see full entry.

I miss him so much I need his touch To calm my nerves And purge me of my hurt I want to hear his voice again Cuddle close and hold his hand Look into his gray-blue eyes Let the world around me slide Not worry about what could be Not worry about what would be Not worry about the past Just let the... Sign in to see full entry.

I have some issues with clenching my teeth together Like every time I listen to my kitties purr I hold them tight and scratch behind their ears A bad habit I have had for years If something is adorable and I can’t put it in words For some reason I figure: let’s make my teeth hurt I’ve been doing... Sign in to see full entry.

A new record for the night If I can type this fast 16 blogs in 20 minutes If I really haul ass! I think it’s amazing how inspired I get After just one conversation with Drew My typing speed helps as well can tell you, I’m surely not slow. I still have an entire minute, as the clock has not turned I... Sign in to see full entry.

Where does the time go? I can’t believe it’s almost time Soon I’ll be home Best friend by my side Soon thereafter I will see my Drew And little Jilly Will blog up a storm! All the things I want to do The second I step through that door I can’t decide what I want more I think I’m losing my mind Where... Sign in to see full entry.

I miss you so much yet I am happy on my own I love it here yet I want to go o home I want to kiss you and make love all night But I’m fine with watching a movie and falling asleep I want you to say I love but I am glad that you don’t I respect that you won’t dare say something of which you’re not... Sign in to see full entry.

Alone in the night waiting for Kimmers Hoping she thinks to climb on the computer I miss her so much I could fall to pieces Kim really does mean the world to me I wish I were there to celebrate Smoking in New Years day Rather than ringing it in as blazing is ten times more fun And of all the people... Sign in to see full entry.