Sleepless Writings for Tuesday, October 21, 2003

My original intentions when I came out to write Were to complain about my weary plight But now as I sit in the warm Autumn breeze Watching the graceful sawy of the trees My headache is gone and my muscles not so sore I'm not nearly so tired as before My mind is relaxed, my heart is awake My energy... Sign in to see full entry.

DENYING MY HEART I don’t miss your arms around me Holding me tight I don’t miss the words I love you And how it always sounded right I don’t think about you all the time Or dream about you being mine I don’t wish I were with you Or that you would come home I don’t regret losing you I’m fine on my... Sign in to see full entry.

USED AND REUSED Know I’ve been used I know I let it all happen My heart has been bruised Yet it’s still so easily opened I give in too soon Reward those who’ve won nothing Keep saying I’m through With this careless loving I’m getting so paranoid My trust in others is fading What am I really trying... Sign in to see full entry.

Will you come back if I'm with another? Will you hate me if I stop missing you? Will I leave them if you wish me to? Can I make you jealous enough to return? Or would that just be puttig salt on the burn Would you forget me and move on to another? Then tell me how could you love eachother? Because I... Sign in to see full entry.

CUTTER Once again I’ve thoughts of cutting To take away from my inner pain There’s no way of explaining Why I feel this way Unless you are a cutter You can’t even imagine The reasons we shudder When we find ourselves thinking Thinking of what it doesn’t really matter Because your brain repeats all... Sign in to see full entry.