Sleepless Writings for Saturday, October 18, 2003

Once I’m done his name will be gone forever Cold as night struck down with fever Can’t forgive the pain he gave So double the pain with the blade He underestimates my simply being But his embrace is warm and healing His name bore our love and closeness Its expulsion form my body fills me with... Sign in to see full entry.

Can’t take back the pain that I’ve caused Can’t erase appearance of scars Want to die for taking away The reminder I had for every day The love that we have in the best of times But the current scars will make me cry Love him more than I’ll ever know Marked that love but then what did I do Waste the... Sign in to see full entry.

You'd figure because of my young age, my friends would be up at this hour so I might partake in their company on my good ole' instant messenger... Ahh but no. I also seem to have this weird obsessive routine going on. Every five minutes I have to check if someone read my last blog... If I have any... Sign in to see full entry.