Random thoughts and actions

Interesting that I posted my regrets comment on myspace. You see, he's there....then one that I miss. I haven't talked to him in a while...but I just posted my regret comment anyway..like I do with the rest of my blogs. He replied to it and told me that he missed me in his own silly way and had... Sign in to see full entry.

skipping around the world with a huge smile on your face....telling the world why your smile is there and who put it there... then having it bite you in the ass when everyone asks how he's doing and knowing that you have no idea...and being reminded that it hurts.... Sign in to see full entry.

It's not anyone's fault really. I'm trying to just get things back on track. I'm trying to figure out how to open my heart again to the possibility of love. I'm also trying to protect myself from that desperation that happens when you realize that you're lonely. I guess I'm jaded because I had... Sign in to see full entry.

Don't ask so much what the world needs. Go out and do what makes you come alive, because what the world needs most are people who have come alive. - Howard Thurman I have to say that I've decided that this has to become my plan of action. I'm trying really hard not to let others affect me - at least... Sign in to see full entry.

You've just got to love it!! So about a month ago my car broke down and it ended up costing me almost $1000 to fix. Money is already tight so this just sent things over the edge a little bit. For the two weeks that I was out of a car I decided to try one of the food delivery places. You know the... Sign in to see full entry.

you have a hard time dragging yourself out of bed. Sometimes it's as though your soul is already preparing for a tough day. Sometimes you are pushed to some limits and you have to figure things out. Today was one of those days. I had to start my day at a medical lab because my doctor was demanding... Sign in to see full entry.

The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. - Friedrich Nietzsche Sooooooooo important! It's way too tempting to get... Sign in to see full entry.

The discipline you learn and character you build from setting and achieving a goal can be more valuable than the achievement of the goal itself. - Bo Bennett Great quote..as long as it's not misinterpreted. I guess that can go with anything though. It's much more important to build a strong amount... Sign in to see full entry.

for the well wishes from everyone...I still am not feeling that great but I can move my head without feeling like I'm gonna fall over. I'm taking that as a good sign. I have the day off from work today and am trying to get back into the swing of things. I'm working on getting my positive attitude... Sign in to see full entry.

I just wanted to share that.... I know I felt bad last week..and have felt bad throughout the week..but now I feel really bad! I came home from work early. I went to bed...I just came online because I couldnt' sleep..and now I'm going back.. wow what a sucky blog...but I'm sick..so I guess it's okay Sign in to see full entry.