Random thoughts and actions

I wonder sometimes if I'm crazy. I wonder if the experiences I go through and the feelings I have are normal. I wonder if I'm just a rare person who is willing to talk of such things. I wonder if Maybe I'm just insane. I have been trying to communicate with him lately. I'm trying to get into his... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been struggling with a concept lately and I figured I would voice it here in hopes that someone might have some insight. I consider myself a writer because I'm very fond of how words evoke things. They can bring back memories, create new ones and give you some of the most intense feelings... Sign in to see full entry.

I just felt a strong desire to write this blog. I wanted to write it for all the men out there that roll their eyes and go..ooohh she has PMS. I don't think they truly understand the power of PMS. I don't think that they truly understand the pain that women go through in our day to day lives. Here... Sign in to see full entry.

You see a long time ago when Jon and I used to talk all the time..he asked me what I would do if he just suddenly stopped talking to me..but then called me a while later and was down the street. I told him I'd be mad...because honestly I would. He lives in Australia..and I fell for him. I wanted to... Sign in to see full entry.

If you want to know anything about me then please ask. As far as the basics are concerned - I'm 33 and I live in New York. I was born in Canada and have lived and travelled to lots of different places. I'm a pretty sincere but cautious person. I'm extremely shy until I get to know someone but I can... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm sure only about 2 of you have actually wondered this..but I'm going to tell everyone anyway.. I have been indulging in my latest obsession...Eagle Eye Cam! Oh yes..you read that right! It's a camera and mic that is attached to a Eagle nest just outside of Vancouver, British Columbia. The Eagle... Sign in to see full entry.

It's been 11 years since that morning.... 11 years since I woke up and my life changed. I'm so far removed from everything that happened but I know that I will always be a different person from it. I will always remember those days..those people..and those moments that I spent at the heart of it... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been sick for over a week now...been to the doctor twice..and I wake up this morning feeling worse than I have been feeling...I'm seriously over this..... Will write more when I feel a bit better..maybe tomorrow. Sign in to see full entry.

The darn bunny didn't leave me anything other than a little relief from my searing earache. I have a double ear infection that has seriously caused me the most incredible pain. It's all through my jaw...my teeth... just this horrible stabbing pain. I have had it for 4 days now...we are on day 5. It... Sign in to see full entry.

That I finally decide to take control and to put out into the universe..exactly what I want..and then..here comes men! LOL Jon comes back..for a few minutes..and I remind myself not to really care anymore..because I know he'll just hurt me. I met a new guy on match.com who emailed me..and we IM'd... Sign in to see full entry.