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Thursday, October 30, 2003

On criticism

I don't dislike criticism of a constructive nature. I can't afford to. My little brothers can attest to that. I am always trying to thelp them improve. Joseph, the 15 year old, absolutely hates any form of help, critical or otherwise. The kid locked himself in the bathroom for 2 hours before he... Sign in to see full entry.

We Met. We Fell in Love.

You walked into my life One day two years ago In June at a friend's graduation party You walked in the door We chatted by the grill a bit And soon would talk non-stop We realized we were more than friends Three measly hours after we met It was almost as if God had sent you to me To wipe away my... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

somethin i said in convo today i though it was cute

whatever happens ever is what happens whenever ever arrives Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 27, 2003

CRAZY DREAMS

Crazy dreams of boyfriends past Make me wonder if I am sane I've been past this person for so long He embodies everything I hate No ambition, can't communicate No balls, no confidence, no brain Why would he be in my dreams Cuddling close to me and keeping me warm Why would I think about him like I... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 26, 2003

SCARED TO DREAM

SCARED TO DREAM I wonder how things will be If you will want to be with me I wonder why I let you go I wonder why I miss you so I wish you were coming back to stay It kills me to know you are so far away I wonder if you think about me Way out there in Wyoming I wonder what you do all day And I hope... Sign in to see full entry.

CAN THIS STICK?

You can’t play with my emotions I am not just a flirt You can’t make the assumption That I won’t get hurt I actually care for you I mean the things I say All I say that I want to do Affection I display All of this could fall to shit If you mess with my heart Tell me if you will commit Or if all of... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

MEMORIES AWOKEN

Today was like it used to be When we were first together It made me realize what my goal is A relationship that can’t be severed Joyful and kiddish when it is befitting Mature and respectful when we don’t feel so playful Knowing inside that we love each other These are the ways that we can get... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

ONCE MORE

ONCE MORE Left on the floor Shaking with anger, tears, and frustration I’ve lost it once more A sure indication That despite how hard I try To be a person that can be loved Their love always dies And I’m left alone I love him but he changed He used to hold me close Used to smile at the sight of my... Sign in to see full entry.

WANT TO CONFIDE

WANT TO CONFIDE Want him here to hold me close Share my secrets with someone who knows The pain of holding things inside And knows how much I need to confide He can make me feel so wonderful But when he’s gone I quickly crumble Can’t base happiness on him anymore I’d be suicidal if I was ignored... Sign in to see full entry.

TEST OF TRUST

TEST OF TRUST In the transition again Converting a friend My fresh new victim Soon I’ll have him Sounds so creepy Sly and sneaky But it’s just the next step To see how long I can wait How long I can hold off Until I know that it’s love So if later on it all seems wrong I won’t have been kissing him... Sign in to see full entry.

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